de.journey

2007-09-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

haiz pathetic de hui ah~
when u are troubled.. who can u turn to?
lk through the whole list on ur phone..
lk through the whole list in msn
lk at every face u see
and who can u find?? NONE!
ni huo de hen bei ai ah~

haiz when u are sad.. who u think of..
yes.. u think of HER!
and when u think of her, u are even more sad!!
so the cycle repeats again~

sometimes im so scared tt im lost in maple world..
maple is not exactly fun~
and it is definitely a waste of money and time
i wun deny tt maple some sort affected my studies
but wad can i do leh?
im no addcited to it~ jus tt..
in maple i will forget all the stress and unhappy things in life..
sometimes im so afraid i wun wan to live in real life anymoree
but sometimes in tt virtual world.. things do happen
haizzzzzzzzz.. wad to do?

in the past.. im always v scared of hurting pp
but do pp think twice bout hurting me?
now i got so "dulan" tt i dun even want to think bout other pp sometimes.
yeah call me selfish mean or wadever
i dun care anymore~
sick and tired of all these
when pp need u they come to u
when u need pp~ where are they?
disappear fr this world perhaps
how i wish they disappear forever

tian ah~ pls let me find someone who i can rely on.. depend on
or perhaps it's time to resume my independence =/

2006-12-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

ladies and gentlemen...

I'M BACK!!!

haha.. finally ^^
my last update was on 1oct and today is 4dec...
63days of no updates.. wahahah~

anyway~ let me tok bout maple first, haha..
*dun throw stones at me*
well, they jus opened a new world =)
and on the first day, i went to create a char to take a lk
u haf to complete quests to gain exp pts (to level up)
den one of them is to kill a monster and collect the shell =)
see the letter "C"?
below the "C" is the monster, blocked by many pp @_@

there were SO MANY pp trying to kill tt monster XP
i find it v amusing, lolx..
when the monster regenerate again, everybody will crowd around and anyhow stab ^^"

AHH!! i cant really take a nice screenshot of many pp stabbing at the same time =(
but tt's the general idea ^^

*end of maple*

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i want to dedicate this post to qingg and lingg~
they came all e way to toa payoh to watch our troupe's performance ^^
aww~ aren't there sweet?
and ling was wearing a SKIRT!! haha..
it would be more surprising if qing wears a skirt too!! XP

thanks alot for coming =)
thanks for e laughter u brought to me
thanks for e memories tt make me smile
thanks for e companion tt makes me feel not lonely
thanks for listening when im complaining even the slightest thing
thanks for laughing at my lame jokes sometimes =x
thanks for helping me

in short...
thank you for everything, EVERY LITTLE THING~

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wahaha~ of cos i wun forget other pp XP
**huimin~ u aren't forgotten too~ haha..**
this is to all my lkdt dance mates, all my ex-school mates and the CHEN FAMILY, haha~

thanks for e laughter u brought to me
thanks for e memories tt make me smile
thanks for e companion tt makes me feel not lonely
thanks for listening when im complaining even the slightest thing
thanks for laughing at my lame jokes sometimes =x
thanks for helping me

in short...
thank you for all the things you gave me, and all the moments we shared =)

2006-10-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

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have a nice day =)

2006-10-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

T_T

sch has started...
this signifies the start of another busy period...
looking forward to the 9 wks break after sem2!!
hehe =D
okie, b4 tt will be some scary moments of testsss and exams =(

sadly.. this sem we haf 4 examinable modules...
more than wad we had last sem
PLUS more memory work for now...
may all the deities bless us pls~ XP

DARK CIRCLES!!!!!!!
AHHHH~
having to wake up soooooo early and slp so late will jus worsen the coniditon now...
=(
i dun wish to be one of those endangered species~!!!

anyway~ i haf to endure with HUNGER evryday =(
cos we haf 4hours of lesson straight...
and is like there will definitely be a time where i'll be hungry!!
this wk i i wasn't prepared, cos no experience ma...
now i know.. gotta STOCK UP MY FOOD!!!
bring lotsa food to sch to MUNCH!
hehe...
reali idiotic man!
when we were in sec sch, recess was 10.20 (or was it 10.50??)
sometimes my stomach would growl b4 recess...
wad more bout NOW?? 12pm!!!
i had to leave house at around 7 pm...
so im food-less for about 5hours!!! O.o
in secondary sch, i had to leave house at around 7pm too..
so im food-less for about 3.5hours
wad a drastic difference -.-

bless my stomach =)

2006-09-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

woohOO~
finished goong le =D

my fav character is YUL!!
haha..
though he is the bad guy..
but at least he sacrificed himself and admit sins tt he didnt commit in order to save the royal family and cleared shin's name =)
all his mother's fault!!
he didnt want to snatch the crown prince position for the sake of power..
the onli reason he told his mom "pls make me the king" is becos of chae-gyung
cos he wanted to be with her..
he's such a sweet guy overall ^^
he's sooooo kelian in the show =(

shin may be loveable cos of the show...
but i still prefer yul! hehe..

kim jung hoon (yul) is soooo gd-looking!!
he's reali cute, esp his smile *melts*
ehh!! i seldom praise a guy to this extent based on looks onli nia
soo~ i'm serious XP
hm.. i think he is e combination of won bin and mu cun
and he lks abit jap sia..

hehe, let me share his pictures =p
some of the are screenshots fr the show "goong"

2006-09-18T10:59:00.000+08:00

awww~
i haf sinssss again =)

firstly..
on sat night, i bought DOUGHNUT for supper after work =)
it's made of FLOUR and frosted with SUGAR...
they will turn into FATS when they are not used up as energy..
(=(oO)=)

sencondly...
on sunday night, my mum bought a bread home...
and i always feel hungry after work =(
soooo.. i ate up the bread as my supper...
sadx.. SINFUL..
supper makes u FAT

okie.. enough of those sins...
i haf a good news!!

recently..
I'M IN LOVE!!!

hehe... and guess who's tt??

it's...

HOLIDAYS!!!

okie, i know it's lame crap =)
*yeah, im aware of it*
well, my main point here is tt...

MY NEW TIMETABLE SUCKS!! >.<
it's soooooooo fantastic man!!
how i wish hols will jus continue and nv end T_T
there are around 3 days a week that sch starts from 8 and ends at 6!!
ARGH~
10 hours in school
this onli applies to days where there's cca in secondary sch..
and now, this excludes cca =S
*clap clap*
yay! congrats to me!!
*handshake, anyone?*
lalala~
and everyday, except a few mondays, starts at 8am
*YAWNS*
this means i haf to slp early and wake up early...
no more burning midnight oil le =)
how WONDERFUL

okie, think on the bright side...
spending more time in sch means tt im less prone to having car accidents and meeting BAD PEOPLE
well, cos i wun haf the time to walk around in singapore and go "san bu at national stadium"

looking forward to sch!!
*wow.. look! my nose is growing longer*

2006-09-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT SUCH A PIG afterall =p

hehe, i shared my assets with my sister!
haha, so im less sinful now =)
mon/tue i will share my DARS choc with my beloved SHD members, lolx..

come~ let me review on my assets for these 2 wks =)
*note.. it's ONLY 2 wks, hehe*

WHAT I ONCE OWNED/OWN NOW
Meiji almond choc [33g] 8
Meiji macadamia nut choc [87g] 1
Meiji banana choc [42g] 2
Meiji choc coated gummy (in big tube) [106g] 1
Meiji hi-grape candy [27g] 1
DARS milk choc [50g] 3

SJK hiyasyuwa ramune candy [80g] 1
Florida's Natural fruit juice nuggets [43g] 1

hehe, ALOT hor?
well, let me tell u wad i did to them =)

EATEN AND PASSED OUT
Meiji almond choc [33g] 4
Meiji macadamia nut choc [87g] 1
Meiji banana choc [42g] 1
DARS milk choc [50g] 1

CURRENTLY STILL EATING
Meiji choc coated gummy (in big tube) [106g] 1
SJK hiyasyuwa ramune candy [80g] 1

GIVEN TO MY SIS
(makes me less sinfuL!! hehe)
Meiji almond choc [33g] 2
Meiji banana choc [42g] 1

CURRENTLY UNTOUCHED
Meiji almond choc [33g] 2
Meiji hi-grape candy [27g] 1
DARS milk choc [50g] 1

hehe, my untouched DARS choc and SJK hiyasyuwa ramune candy is meant to be shared~
hoho! *less sinful*
lolx.. so in conclusion, i will actually consume all these after i finished this batch of JUNK
Meiji almond choc [33g] 6
Meiji macadamia nut choc [87g] 1
Meiji banana choc [42g] 1
Meiji choc coated gummy (in big tube) [106g] 1
Meiji hi-grape candy [27g] 1
DARS milk choc [50g] 2
SJK hiyasyuwa ramune candy [80g] 1
Florida's Natural fruit juice nuggets [43g] 1

imagine if i eat ALL OF THEM!!
i will consume 841g of JUNK
*assuming the weight given does not consist of the packaging*
OMG!!
>.<

okie, finished my food diary le!! =p

2006-09-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

I'M A PIG!!
(part 2)

haiz..
i jus bought choc today =(
im reali glutton..
i shall try to take a pic of all my assets ^^
it will scare u awaY~ hoho

2006-09-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'M A PIG!!

hoho~
sleep and food are indispensible in my life =)

and i have craving for SWEET stuffs nowadays..
jus like preganant women want to eat sour food
BLEAHX
i bought ALOT of chocolate!!
and of cos i will eat them all.. lolx
CHOCOLATE!!

anyway...
after seeing doughnuts on sunday, my mind is filled with doughnuts!!
the SUGARY doughnut~

>.<

OH MAN!! I WANA EAT IT!!!

today i wanted to get this, but they nv sell leh!!

even the chocolate coated with almond slices oso dun haf =(

den i jus bought mini ball-like doughnut with red bean filling, brownie and another type of doughnut-tasting food..

YUMMY!

i gobbled them up after i reached home today =p

haiz.. my gluttony behaviour is beyond cure

no wonder i keep adding weight ^^;

next time when u see a person who lk like sihui...

but yet u dun believe it's me cos it's far too fat fr wad u rmb...

this gal u saw has big flap of double chin, potato arms and legs, and a face tt is as round and big as a basketball~

dun hesitate~ pls say HI to me *waves*

that gal IS me =)

dun be too shocked, cos i alr warned u ^^

(^(oO)^) oInkZz~

*rolls in the mud and off to find more DOUGHNUTS!! hehe...*

p.s. sweet stuffs rox!!

2006-09-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

i worked for 4 wks le!! =)
working reali allows me to learn alot...
it definitely let me see alot of things too!

bleahx..
i hate those pp who like to open up the plastic and lk at the thing...
opening is okie as long as u put back properly..
BUT ALOT OF PP JUS OPEN THE PLASTIC AND THROW THEM THERE!!
cant u even bother to put it back nicely?
IRRITATING

some pp are jus so insensitive or wadever la..
they ask u to open for them or sth..
den when they dun wan, they jus walk away v quickly and lk at others and keep telling u to open -.-
not even a THANK YOU
do u know tt a simple thank you and smile fr customer will make the day better for us?

haiz.. when u go shopping, dun make things too hard for the pp there...
kindly put the things back =)

mentioning the word KINDLY reminds me of sth, hehe..
i saw this 'speak gd english' brochure for the pp in the service sector.
it gives a few examples of our daily mistakes and the correct way of saying.
den it states there: "kindly" indicates irritation
soo~ dun anyhow use kindly wor!!
lolx...

2006-09-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

behind the beautiful face lies a HIDEOUS and UGLY person..
reali cannot judge a bk by its cover..

anyway, lk at ur own reflection b4 pointing ur stinky fingers at other pp.

2006-08-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

BOOO!!
y must we do sth tt we seriously dun want??
WE ARE FORCED TO!!
ba zi ji de kuai le jian li zai bie ren de tong ku shang...
we are suffering and yet they are on cloud 9 la!
especially you... YES YOU!
*dun lk behind u thinking im referring to someone else*
okie lor, U WIN LIAO..
BLEAHX..

and y are some pp so bu yao lian??
so stupid..

2006-08-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

"Lost love is still love. It just takes a different form, that's all. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes ur partner."

2006-08-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

hehe.. ytd jus changed my blogskiN!! =D
but i lz to blog nia..
hm.. my blogskin's inspiration comes fr 一起?始的旅程...
lolx, dun throw tomatoes at me jus cos it's SHE =X

well, i reali like the lyrics of this song ^^
nowadays start to fall in love with it again le!!
but this blogskin seems to suit eng songs more hor??
but nvm.. hehe..

忽然想到一起?始的旅程
?几?字有种?暖的气氛
如果用?形容我?
是不是很巧妙?神

??想?事情????生
原本陌生的人??了人生
?此生命中多出你?
也多出?限可能

一起作伴一起游玩
一起分享青春的?藏
一起前? 一起??
一起想下一??想

my baby you baby
什么都不想?? 用心感?
?旅程中因你而加倍的感?

my baby you baby
?我多?下一些沿路感受
那??是我最美最好的收?

?是一段我?秘密的旅程
?人很?了解其中的??
可惜我?空理?他?
我在意的只有你?

感?你愿意陪伴我
不然我??多么寂寞
不然如何能把?水
?成回?的彩虹

yeah.. reali thanks to everyone who came into my life and made a great impact...
life will be so different and lonely without u..
and personally, my fav line is "??想?事情????生原本陌生的人??了人生 ?此生命中多出你? 也多出?限可能"

2006-07-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

today is jus another boring day
Zzzzzzz

hm.. but sth is interesting during genopt, hehe..
everything projected on the screen is UPSIDE DOWN!!
lolx

2006-07-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

sch ended at 2pm today!!
so nice.. it's soooooooooooo rare to be released so early ^^
well, i went to amk central walk walk, hehe..
MR BEAN is back!! wahaha... it has changed location though...

well, when i was at central, saw alot of andersonians...
it reminded me of the days when we haf nth better to do and walk in central..
bubble tea is a MUST HAF, lolx..
den we will stay in comics connection for vvvvv long, lolx..

haiz.. lking at the juniors reminded me alot of the days...
esp after Os, during first 3 mths and esp JAE...
it has nv reali crossed my mind tt i will choose a poly..
it's not tt it's a MUST to go jc, but it's onli natural tt i will want to choose a so-called "better route".. tt is to enter jc and get into university..

well, the thought of going poly first came after prelims.. i was feeling so hopeless tt time.
den i was alr prepared to find work and wait till sch starts in april for poly.
i was thinking.. if my raw L1R5 gets 15 and above, i will not go for first 3 mths..
but i was lucky then.

den the same thought struck me again when i got into first 3 mths..
i seriously dun like first 3 mths (and i dun reali know the reason why)
i even curse myself everyday to get fever or sth, so i need not go sch ^^
it's NOT the sch's fault.. i seriously think AJ is quite okie.
well, pp always say cos i got into a boring sch, tt's y i dun like..
but in the end leh, still got so many pp go after JAE lor..
including those who used to criticise AJ like siao -.-
this world is damn practical la!
den chong and me were like feeling so dotx..
cos we tio alot of suan-ing tt time..

well, i dun reali know wad happened during first 3 mths..
i onli know i was like dreaming..
homework onli do little bit, den nv pay attn.. nv revise.
i had lost the drive...
i know it should be okie if i put in the effort to revise, but i jus refused to do it.
haiz... dun wad happened to me..
i jus feel so useless everyday in sch.. cos i know nth..
jus like an idiot

when results were released, it means tt we haf to apply for JAE le..
tt was a hard decision...
POLY OR JC??
i kept asking myself..
i wanted to run away fr JC, cos i reali wasted the first 3 mths...
but yet, i dun want to go poly jus because i dun wan JC.. i want to go poly when i REALI choose to..
but when i get into poly, wad kind of pp will i meet?
will i meet those kind of pp tt are totally different fr wad i had come across?
i was reali scared..
but thankfully, i met nice pp and was put into a nice class..
DOPT 1A02, thanks for everything..
u add colours to my sch life =)
i reali nv regret coming into this course..

haiz...
wad will happen when i meet my sec sch frens?
will there be a gap?
afterall, we are in very different environment.
without uniform, the feeling of being a student is so much lesser...
now u can dye hair, let down hair, paint ur nails, wear rings, bracelets, dangling earrings etc..
well, there's still sch rules of cos, haha...
like no smoking, no too revealing clothes for gals, no slippers..
(many pp wear slippers though, lolx)
no more flag raising now..
i dun even know how the principal lks like man!
moreover, the things tt i lk at during shopping is kind of different..
now i wun spend so much on those keychain and cute things le..
the clothes i wear are different too!
last time i will wear board shorts, t-shirt, slippers, sling bag and PIAK PIAK PIAK in orchard road, lolx...
i dun like jeans then, cos v ma fan =X
but now.. jeans is my life liao~ lolx..
cos i dun want wear skirt to sch..

feel so old now compared to last time..
jus hope tt there wun be a too big gap between sec sch frens and me ^^

2006-07-23T01:09:00.000+08:00

ahH~ so stress...
wk16 so many tests...
den exams coming le x_X
gotta think of the gd things after exams to keep me going, hehe..

this morn went for soft lens fitting..
early in the morn got a call fr qingqing, saying tt i haf to go west coast CC and not SPOC o.O
y he nv say properly in the first place de.. >.<
anyway~ i was late, haha..
den i didnt get to see qingqing neh!

hm.. today i wore contacts for the first time! haha..
my degree is considered low, so they gimme daily de..
well, he help me put contacts..
felt a bit nervous actually..
it turned out much beter than i imagined.. jus put in and take out ^^
but hor, he like anyhow like tt o.O
at first, he put wrongly for the one at the right eye..
no wonder my eye pain pain.. den sometimes blur blur nia..
the part i hate the most is where he fold my eyelids!! >.<
v pain leh..

checking eyes v tired - both the eyes and brain..
haf to judge which circle is rounder and clearer? which is clearer? do they lk the same?
everytime check eyes i will feel v slpy man *yawnx*
hehe, when the teacher checked my eye for the last time with the contacts on, she asked if my eyes are pain... cos i keep blinking my eyes and frowning..
den i jus told her: no.. i feel v slpy

btw, today went to watch ballet under the stars!
this is my first time watching a ballet show real life, lolx...
ahah, ballet performances are quite boring in a way =X
cos their actions like almost the same de...
but got one swan dance quite special la, haha..
the guys v strong sia...
can carry the gals and support them in the air for quite a long time ^^
hm.. i like the mozart one and the fallen paradise the best =)

2006-07-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

yay!! today go gai gai loh!! ^^
went bugis with huimin, qingqing and sylvia, hehe..
huimin, qingqing and me met in amk to head bugis together
when we reached there, we were shocked to see huiling and pinghan, haha..
wad a small world..
they 2 didnt meet the wor!
and we oso didnt meet them ^^"

anyway~ the 4 of us bought the same thumb drive, hehe...
YAY! we finally got thumb drive le =D
den we went bugis village walk..
qingqing, sylvia and i bought hairband!! hehe..
den we even bought earring to go with it (=
hiumin onli bought 1 earring to go with the class tee, haha..

huimin bought a skirt!! haha..
quite nice...
but she find it a bit short...

anyway~ the journey home on the train is reali v entertaining..
and i reali enjoyed, lolx...
esp the last part =p
cant stop laughing man!! stomach so damn pain, haha...

2006-06-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

To realise the value of friend: lose one

it has been a few yrs since the last time we poured our hearts out to each other...
it's onli after u left me, den i realised how important u were to me for those few yrs...
i cried, day and night...
i dreamt and hallucinated..
hoping tt u will come back to me one day...
but... my wish nv come true.

is our friendship so fragile?
wad made u left me?
i tot of it day and night...
i find faults with myself...
i guess i will nv understand the reason.
有?不愿?一?, 最后?失去一切
is tt y u leave me?
cos of my stubborness and unreasonable?

i always contemplate whether or not to inititate a patch up..
but my ego and indecisiveness eventually conquered me..
i jus let go every chance i had
i jus duno how to treasure and appreciate
im such a failure...

i know y u held such an important place in my heart:
u made me feel important in this world...
u made me see this world fr a different angle...
u brightened up my world full of darkness..
u filled up my empty heart too...
u are always there to feel my pain and sorrow, listen to wad i haf to say...
and most importantly, u made me believe again

when u were gone, i kept convincing myself tt i will live well without u.
i put on a strong front and forced myself to smile (even when i dun feel like)
but i know im lying to myself everyday.
since u were out of reach, tt's the onli way to make me stand strong all by myself.
perhaps u are too gd for me, tt's y god take u away fr me...
i jus dun deserve u.

i reali thank u fr the bottom of my heart.
u changed me, my life, my mindset completely...
without these changes, i believe i will lead a much more worse life than now...

although u brought misery up0on leaving,
but i still want to thank u for tt.
ur disappearance made more independent,
ur disappearance made me learn how to let go.
but believe me:
i nv hate u for leaving...

people playing as the role of "friends" walk in and out of our lives
but nv did i expect u to walk out so soon
without a reason nor explanation..
everything was so sudden tt i couldn't even recover in time.

"onli those who are comfortable with each other can sit together without speaking, for silence is pure and holy..."
i believe this feeling onli applies to u in my life so far...
i rmb some moments where we were both silent...
there's onli comfort; not at all awkward...

now whenever i tot of the past, i regretted my own actions.
i hate myself for being so cowardly and not daring to ask u WHY...
i hate myself for letting this friendship end without trying to save it...
it's onli through u tt i reali understand the importance and values of FREINDSHIP
through u, i oso learnt tt i'm not as strong as i tot - i cant handle my emotions alone..
without u, im truly a loner...
*do u know how lonely i feel these few yrs?*

i gave up the hope of us being v gd frens again long ago...
but i know i can nv forget the times we spent, cos memories can nv be erased..
i will try to hide them deep deep inside me.
"the pain lessens, but u'll always live with the loss"
till now, my eyes will still water whenever i tot of the fact tt we haf become strangers..
but those memories nv fail to bring a smile on my face =)

to all the pp out there reading...
i'm not trying to teach a lesson or sth
im jus sharing my thoughts after losing a very gd fren of mine.
i know this person will nv get to see this post cos this person doesn't even know i haf a blog..
maybe this person doesnt even remember me anymore..

dun let misunderstandings arise, for they will jus change ur life forever.
try to save things when u sense sth is amiss...
take the initiative...
dun jus sit there and wait
as you may not be lucky to see tt day arrive.
i haf oso heard stories fr frens tt lost their gd frens too...
even after they patched up, things can nv be the same again..

My main aim of this post is to haf a new beginning..

i've gathered my courage to type this out and post it up..

i shall make a promise to myself to let go completely...

this is the onli way to make me a person who is a REAL happy person.

wish me success

2006-06-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

bleahx!
one more day to the deadline of handing in formal report and yet i haven finished x_X

hehe, tuesday went to watch OMEN with spen and mart..
haha.. mart v cool wor!
he can throw rubbish into the dustbin without aiming, lolx..
he jus needs to turn and throw suddenly.. so ZHUN ^^

bleahx! i realised i become more and more coward le..
last time when i watched horror movies, im not scared ^^
den when i went to watch in cinema 1+yr ago, i start to nudge pp when im scared..
now, i GRAB! be it pp's sleeves or legs or clothes... i jus need to grab =S

haizz.. kind of miss pr sch days...
we were all so innocent then.
no such things as i hate u, u hate me...
backstabbing was not present tt time..
now, everyone backstabs everyone..
*dun say u nv do tt b4*

anyway, ytd (wed) spent 12 hours in sch!! HAHA..
neeed to let seniors collect data fr us for their FYP..
felt to fat ytd man!
lunch ate macs, den chicken rice for dinner..
i still ate bak kwa when i reached home x_X

wahaha~ the seniors can be quite lame =X
during the first round, one chinese guy used cotton bud to lift my eyelids while another malay guy will take the pic of ur eye..
the chinese guy commented: wah~ ur eyelashes v long leh
den the malay guy said: so did u use maybelline or are u born with it??
LOLX..
maybelline ad @_@
den everytime i went in, the malay guy will tok bout maybelline -.o
for example, he said: eh~ next time dun use maybelline ok?
and he said to other pp: this gal uses maybelline.. let me show u
*faints*

2006-06-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

wahaha~
today the WP chairman treat us sth neh~
cos he made us wait v long >.<
well, since he made us wait for a gd cause, soooo... nvm =)
hm.. wad is it tt he treated us leh?
onli he knows, she knows, he knows, she knows, he knows, she knows, i know~
lolx, v lame hor @_@
ok la, i stop tt =p

hehe, today on my way home, i saw spen!!
haha, he jus finished PA TUO with someone (=
so fated sia, lolx..
cos he said if his card nv get stuck inside the machine while he top up, he wun board this bus le ^^
on the way home, we tok bout him being meatier, lolx..
so funny~
and he v funny ah~ still want me to wait with him at the traffic light for the green man, lolx..
bleahx! v long nv see pr sch pp le...

ahhh~ so sian de..
the gen opt de lecture slides and notes v usless leh..
i read the lecture 10 and i dun reali know wad's PHASE -.-
the info tt he gif is v little!! ARGHZz

2006-05-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

OOSH!!
finished all tests le wor!!
we are finally FREE!!
since we are FREE, im so damn high man! =p

today went to watch da vinci code for FREE!! haha..
typical singaporean.. lolx.. FREEE!!
thanks to some company for sponsoring us ^^
still got a talk b4 the show -.o
our dinner consists of jumbo hotdog bread, popcorn and one cup of coke..
im so proud of myself cos i finished 3/4 of the popcorn!!!
oh man~ i nv eat so much in my whole life -.o
the popcorn not nice de.. eat till i wana vomit liao >.<

the show is ok la, dun reali like it or hate it..
but a bit too long le..
towards the end of show, i start to feel restless *_*

hehe, we went shopping around in PS b4 the show..
qingqing and i bought the same tee fr samuel and kelvin!! wahaha~
but hers is black and mine is white =)
qingqing~ must wear together ok? ^^
btw, there got big big SHE pics leh!! haha.. so nice =X

haiz... now feel v free, but hols wun be so free le..
alot of proj leh~
sian ahhhhhhh
T_T

2006-05-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

wahaha~ ytd hao jing and me wore the same top, lolx...
hao you mo qi wor!! ^^

bleahx~ today de CRS was postponed to tml 8am man!!
den math cannot push forward -.-
so we go to sch fr 10-5 jus for 2hours lesson.. 1hour biochem and 1hour math lab @_@
sooo~ we went to kbox for the 5 hours in between!! hahaZz
quite high sia.. i nv go to kbox with sooooooooo many pp b4, haha..
there were 11 of us!!
every song is mass singing, haha.. cant even hear ur own voice ^^
den the guys' voice was soooooooo loud~
u can even hear thei singing fr the outside where the "reception" is..
pro sia~
enjoyed singing WU DING and SHAN HU HAI.. hehe..
though shan hu hai sing until kns, but fun jiu can liao, hohoho!!
must practise till perfection!!

bleahx.... not much voice left le...
must drink honey, hehe...

2006-05-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogskiN!!
hehe.. so happy =)
but i haven put song neh~

soooo many things to say, yet no time to say @_@

2006-05-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

boO~ today i want back to anderson to collect my cert... walked all the way there leh ^^
den im so toot man!! the small gate near the bus stop is locked, so is the gate for cars..
den i didnt know the other side of tt big gate haf an OPEN gate..
i even called the office for help, saying tt i cant go in @_@
siao la~ so dumB!!
anyway the sch lks v different after PRIME..

there are so many changes at the opp blk too~
there's a 7-11!!
the bubble tea shop gone le =(
i planned to buy ice mocha de.. but no chance..
T_T

anyway, we had AP Chem practical today..
wah~ so many obstacles sia..
we had to pair up for the pract, den my partner is a RELATIVELY SENIOR guy ^^

we had to fill the burette with NaOH, and oxalic acid in the conical flask..
after i did the first titration, he wanted to refill the burette..
he blur blur took the oxalic acid and pour in O_o
den after realising he refilled with the wrong chemical, he pour the content in the burette back to the oxalic acid solution -.o
GOD!! the oxalic acid becomes polluted with NaOH nia..
den, we haf to redo the whole thing and prepare the oxalic acid solution again ^^"

den there's sth amusing, haha..
when i poured NaOH into the burette to rinse, he gave me the volumetric flask's stopper to cover the burette so tt i can shake.. WAHAHA!!
den linjian was saying, we were fr different generation, haha..
*we dun put stopper on the burette*

anyway, we were the slowest -.o
everyone was finishing the questions and we were still doing *yawnz*
and the funniest was when he was titrating the 3rd reading, he kept overshooting, lolx..
i think got 2 times..
even Mrs Yeo guided personally, lolx..

wad a practical session ^^'

2006-05-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

haiz... i can feel it coming back again...
it was lost for quite sometime, but now it has come to bug me again >.<
and the worst is tt i actually gave in...
i tired to control myself, but it's jus too powerful for me...
or rather, i'm too weak.
this monster jus wun let me off
it made my life so sucky
haizzzz..
can someone save me fr this thing call mood swing?

2006-04-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

wahaha!! today sooooo happy!
wan wan and jia jia came to dance today!! ^^
soooooo long nv see them le~
kind of miss them...

went to meet cat after sch~ i waited for quite a long time ^^"
ate the rice fr tt nasi lemak stall!! hhehe...
but then~ i prefer last time tt stall leh!!

oh man~ i v sad man!
i still cant do sit up cos of my butt -.-"
on the 2nd day of sch, during the first lesson (general optics), our lecturer gave us breaks in between...
while walking down the stairs, i fell on my butt!! =S
den i stood up, walk 2 more steps and BOOM!! i fell again -.-
haiz~ so clumsy!!
now my right butt got blueblack~
it's longer than my fingers, and it's width is around 2 fingers, hehe..
it's not my blueblack tt is affected, but is the centre~
there no blueblack leh
when i want to lie down fr the sitting position and vice versa, my butt will be damn pain lor..
i hope it's jus some internal blueblack and nth more ^^

anyway~ i jus fell again 2 days ago (wed)~
it's jus 2nd week of sch -.-
toot ah!! and my thigh got blueblack leh~
it affected my life!!
i like to kiao kah on my right leg~ but nowtt spot blueblack leh~
den i gotta change leg.. it feels weird =(

TIAN AH!!!
Y AM I SOOOOOOOOOO CLUMSY???!!

2006-04-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

some pp may haf seen this b4...
but i jus wana type it out...
it actually makes me feel better...
if u are tired of reading it, den dun read
im not forcing anybody to read it anyway...

the place tt i want to go the most is called heaven.
some pp may jus laugh, thinking tt it's jus my childish thought, thinking tt heaven is reali heavenly, a wonderful place.
but the reason i want to go there is not because of tt...
but cos i want to be an angel...
to be exact, i jus wana be the guardian angel of all my loved ones.
i want to be with them during their moments of joy...
i want to see them smiling fr their heart.
a smile is sth v valuable.. it's priceless!
i want to protect them fr harm... esp bad pp..
pp are even scarier than ghosts or wadever things.
there are so many things to do...
it's wonderful to put smiles on pp's faces...

pp always say hao ren you hao bao...
i reali doubt it...
it's so untrue...

justice is nv done...
truth is nv told...
hatred is always there...
prejudices always exist...
hypocrites are everywhere...

in my opinion, we all are hypocrites...
there will definitely be a time when u dislike the person, but smiled and be v nice when u dun feel like being nice.
yeah~ u may jus be a goodie kind of person..
but it's still fake.. cos it doesnt come fr ur heart.
dun deny it~
the truth lies inside ur heart...

2006-04-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

i tried...
i reali reali tried...

i reali reali reAli tried...
it's beyond my means
i dun wish things to turn out this way either

wad a failure...

2006-03-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

boo~ i got a weird dream ytd...
guess i missed that particular week to much le~
i dreamt bout expressions and the dances of the orient
everthing seems so weird..

i dreamt tt after this long break, there's another encore performance of the dances of the orient, lolx..
den i was so happy tt i can perform again..
well, i wasnt satisfied with my performance during those 2 nights..
i reali want to make it up and do my real real real best...
by not forgetting my moves, be on the beat and do out every single movement (esp the shen duan) confidently

and then, i dreamt tt there are alot of problems arose on the day b4 expressions
well, i guess we are always having prob, lolx.. tt's y i got this kind of dream
the costumes of rainbow are not finished =S
den when the costumes are delivered to us on the next morning, the pattern is totally different
fr skirt, it becomes sth like jumper, den full of the shiny stuffs, lk like clown!!
den all the big sisters are v pek cek..
well, they jus wear tt, but wear another skirt over it..
seriously i duno why the hell will i dream of tt when the costume is not newly made de -.-"
den at the backstage, thew usual few of us haf alot of problems, lolx..

haha, this is a ridiculous dream...
many many dreams are ridiulous actually, lolx

2006-03-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

soooooooooooo bored... as usual
yawnx -.-Zzz

ah~ i said i will show the original of this blogskin hor, haha..

i dun like the "in love"... it doesnt suit man~ so i blanko it~
i think the hearts at the side is kind of weird..
so i changed it to grey cloud (to suit tian hui more)
whee~ im so happy with my skin now =p

2006-03-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

yipee!! i've finally finished changing my blogskin =)
i changed quite a number of things fr the orignal one...
next post den show u the screenshot of the orinal one ba ^^

fot his skin, i must use grey for my posts man..
cos coloured fonts reali reali dun suit at all =S

oh ya~ i did sth v stupid jus now..
i deleted the posts of my taggie by mistake -.-
how clumsy can i get @_@

sooooo bored now~
i'd raher be busy than haf nth better to do man!
life sux now...
i reali miss tt busy week of mine...

2006-03-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

haiz.. everyday is soooooooooooo bored -.-Zzz
wad can i do other than eat and slp at home?

haiz... it's empty...

2006-03-03T09:42:00.000+08:00

boohoo~
i've been going down to help out with props for the past few days..
so bz man!
pp tot i slack at home, but i did not leh!!

expressions coming soon...
kind of worried..
everything is still so messy and unprepared..
haizzzzzzzzz
may it turn out well tt day..
*prays hard*

2006-03-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys!! i'm perfectly fine...
lolx.. i was jus feeling sian...
so when im sian, i think things in a stupid way...
im not depressed or anything =)

anyway~ today is such a tiring day *yawnZz*
i took 6 taxis!! all comfort de, haha.. wad a coincidence..
starting point

china town

arab street, walked to bugis, den serangoon, lolx..

around joo chiat complex i think

bugis

starting point

HOME!! =D

bought alot of stuffs for props, headsets and stuffs...
spent lots of money man!
it's quite an eye-opening experience!!
i see so many kinds of cloth, indian bangles etc..

i reali prefer this troupe to the other one man..
afterall, i've been there for soooooooo long... this is my 10th yr there le..
and the pp are all friendly and nice ^-^
the other place, oh well.. i haf nv enjoyed myself since the first day..
*shrugs*

2006-02-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i hate my life the most now.. i'm reali at a loss...
how i hope we reali need not grow up
dun misunderstand me nia, i'm not trying to advertise for SHE, haha..

humans.. they aren't simple as they seem..
"?什?苹果和?抱都可能是毒?"
many of them lk like angels to u, but they are devils behind ur back..
some even tok bad bout u, and even put words into ur mouth...
i personally was a victim to tt.. SHE made her (and her fren) hate me..
YES.. i'm hated...
im jus a sucky asshole.
now when i see them, i dun even dare to lk at them..
it's not like im guilty or anything, but it jus dun feel right..
pp may ask, y wun i jus explain things to them..
oh well, i'm not someone gd with words.. i can type alot here...
but i lack the courage to say..
YES.. i'm a pathetic coward..
i cant even defend for myself..
and i admit.. i often let pp misunderstand me...
maybe it' my way of expressing things...
or simply cos i got "asshole" written on my forehead
"?什??局??笑而是?流?面"

"我不想我不想不想?大我宁愿永?都笨又傻"

sometimes i reali hope tt i'm jus an ignorant brat.
at least, i wun be sad by knowing the uglines of human nature

but of course, there's danger of getting hurt more seriously emotionally

"我突然想起?前陪我那?洋娃娃"
yes... childhood... i miss it..

"?什?英勇的?士 ?比??危?"
everything is a scam... FAKE!

"?我?回去?前好不好天真愚蠢快?美好"
innocence... where haf our innoence gone to?
eaten by our own conscience i guess..

of cos, not everybody is bad la..
i dun think i know someone who is considered a bad egg *smelly!!*
maaybe for a few hypocrites?? haha... nvm bout them
i'm jus haunted by these negative thoughts...
i'm ok and fine... (=

2006-02-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

it's alr 2 days past my bd le!!
haiz.. this yr bd is sad case man!
my family dun haf pp sing song and cut cake with me..
my mum bought a cake though, but nobody eats it lor, onli i eat..
now still left half of the cake -.-
normally, my sis will come back to sing song de!! but this yr she bz...
mummy oso bz... ='(

but i oso got a pleasant experience and surprise celebrating with my meimei, snakie and jaynie...
thanks jaynie and snakie!! =D
it was more than i expected...
u gave me a v nice bd (=
it reali lifted my spirits, esp when i was reali feeling down during those few days...
hm.. it was a pity tt leilei nv come cos she bz... boohoo~
(haha, leilei ah~ i put ur name in my post leh!!)

actually i think i am getting slower and slower..
wad's happening to me?! =S

2006-02-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

OH MAN!!! i hate myself...
i'm jus simply useless... USELESS FREAK!!
i've lost the feeling... it' all gone!!
where's my feeling for dance??
where's the instincts for some other things in dance?
where's my confidence in dance??
DAMN IT!!
i've lost everything.. EVERYTHING!!
in the past, i know where to look when doing some actions and it's v natural... it's like an instinct.
but now, i gotta purposely go do it...
in the past, my body will move with my hands.. at least my body will move more than now lor.
but now im damn damn stiff man..
in the past, i got the confidence in me...
but now, i keep having the feeling tt im doing wrongly and weirdly... and i actually haf the tendency to peek at other pp!!! tt's v bad habit lor..
my greatest wish for now...
LET ME KNOW HOW TO DANCE AGAIN

2006-02-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

whee~ today i nv go sch =p
i went to crash nanyang!! haha =p
i crashed with min nia..

hm, by right i should meet min at 6.40am.. but then, she's late, haha...
while waiting for her, i saw huimin~ hehe.. long time no see man!
we took the bus to nanyang.. i'm reminded of the stupid thing we did when we went for the open house -.-
ade waited for us neh!! haha, so nice!
den we walk in, blah blah blah~
min and me hid in the changing rm.. but then, ade called to say there's no assembly!! so no need to hide le..
after tt, we followed chinping to her class, haha..
they were having math tutorial.. the teacher is a nice person, so she allowed us to sit in the class lor, haha..
den we still got smarties to eat! lolx..

after tt tutorial, it was PE for them.. min and me go to the track there to find kah yan... den ade oso came along..
haha, i'm guilty of not keeping my promise =X
saw sh and spen, and they wanted me to book a place for them for their recess... cos it's common break, there will be many pp..
i was a bit late, so no place le =p then they gotta eat bread, haha... paiseh neh!

we went for chem lecture... they teaching redox reaction..
the v compliated calculations.. =S
min and me were caught actually, cos we dun haf notes...
the teacher asked: where's ur notes?
huimin: err... they are my frens... visitors
teacher: fr where?
huimin: AJ
*teacher walks away*
i didnt lk at the teacher throughout man! dun wan see him =X
but according to min and huimin, the teacher's face changed when he heard AJ, lolx..
he must feel v honoured i think, haha...
seriously, i dun like the chem lecturer... she's sooooooooo lame!!
more hopeless than mr ang man!
den i think our notes is more detailed

AJ and NY haf reali big diff man!
i've made a few conclusions, haha..

anyway, we went to BUGIS after tt..
huimin go find her clas at j8, lolx..
we didnt want to go J8 with her, haha...
ade pon her PE!! *bad bad*

aiya, i dun think i will tok bout wad we did in bugis..
cos it'll be boring..

i shall end here!!
go slp le!! den tmlg et back result liao~
woohoo~~~~~

2006-02-04T10:19:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna use RED for this post man! cos i won't be saying nice things...
jus had some thoughts after writing bout the woman's short shorts in the last post... no offence to whoever is reading

seriously, i dun understand y gals want to wear sth revealing to attract guys. ( i mean those extreme cases like the woman wearing a short tt can see her butt.. EWW!! not those normal ones tt we see everyday.. those are quite normal)
if u wear until v pretty and beautiful and pp lk at u, it's ok..
but if u wear sth revealing, u will attract guys' attn, TRUE! but onli lechers' attn...
OH MY GOD! y do u want to attract these disgusting pp's attn? YUCKs!

and i seriously think tt all guys are disgusting.. except for the very very minority..
tell me, which guy is not HAO SE? u can hardly find one ok..
for example, if u tell guys tt u dun like to wear skirt, they will say: WHY U DONT WANT TO WEAR SKIRT?? GALS ARE SUPPOSSED TO WEAR SKIRTS!
so far, i onli know one guy tt said "y should they wear skirt? wearing skirt is so troublesome" *thumb up for him*
hello~ u think skirt v nice to wear ah? u wear urself la... tell u wear for one day and u'll die man!

if u ever tell a guy tt u wear shorts inside a skirt.. he will say "den u wear skirt for wad? might as well dun wear?"
for goodness sake!! wear skirt is see outside, not see wad u wear inside ok!
it's not like u will lk inside the gal's skirt -.-

hm... i jus read an article on pg16 of URBAN tt comes with the straits times (2 feb 2006)
it says tt most guys find revealing butt cracks ugly!!
haha... tt's a consolation.. at least guys are not so hopeless =p

2006-02-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

today i'm uing BLACK FONT!! haha.. i realised i nv use black for posting b4 =p
and this is gonna be my 50th post!!! =)

ahh~ ytd was cross-country!! >.<
and then hor, it's in the afternoon!! wad the hell lor!! where got pp put cross-country in afternoon de? they want to get heat stroke isit?
I HATE THEM!! GRRRR
went to eat lunh with the class at THOMSON PLAZA.. i haf nv stepped into tt place since primary 1, haha...
last time every week go once de, cos my is learnt ballet there~ then i rmb i love the NIANG TOFU at the food court, and always eat KFC, haha.. cool ah?
hm, when we were walking around a food court, we saw a woman wearinf a damn damn short shorts lor.. and is like, can see her butt!! YUCKS! it's n0t at all sexy or nice lor.. i feel like puking.. PUI! lucky havent eat man, if not i will reali haf vomitted..

haha, we were kind of late... we should report by 2.30, but it was alr 2.28 when we leave...
doreen and me were so damn shocked when we see them taking taxi =S in the end, we see tt there will be one person odd one out...
in order to save money, we took a bus =p
ahh~ sorry for being anti-social ('(oO)')

but i nv reali run la, haha.. i walked with doreen, chong and her fren..
and we saw MONKEYS!!
my position is 708!! haha... there are 800+ gals, lolx.. we are not tt slow la ^-^

2006-02-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

hehe, came across these funny quotes ytd when i was searching for inspirational quotes for the poster for CIP.. (they are so bad!! make us do CIP for them b4 we leave lor)
it's so interesting... enjoy~ lolx..

Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect it back

A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

A conclusion is the part where you got tired of thinking.

To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.

The only reason that I talk to myself is because that I'm the only one whose answers I accept.

"When they put unknown at the end of a quote, that means they probably don't no how to spell anonymous"

It takes 42 muscels to smile, so instead pick up your middle finger and say "bite me" in a bitchy tone!

and this is my fav!! ^-^
Birdie, birdie, in the sky,
why'd you do that in my eye?
Looks like sugar, tastes like sap.
OMG! IT'S BIRDIE CRAP!

these few make sense...
If you love somebody, they shouldn't make you cry, they should be worth crying over.

Life's not all bad. Look into somebody's eyes, you'll see that they're a person just like you, they also have good and bad feelings, hopes and dreams.

Most good judgement comes from experience. Most experience comes from bad judgement.

2006-01-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

hm.. let me update my blog b4 SOMEONE says it's moudly... *AHEM*

today haf 4/1 outing!! haha, but onli haf 13pp turned up in total... lolx, so pathetic!!
i met chong hui at TPY... den when we reached marina bay, we onli saw min -.- we are so early man!

we went to play pool!! haha, im so damn lousy x_X
then we went to zhen fa to eat steamboat at marina bay! ate alot of blac pepper chicken.. damn nice man! =p
but then, ade kind of got sick of it.. cos whenever we take the plate to refill, we always come back with a whole mountain of black pepper chicken.. den chong hui took a lot of char siew chicken.. but then no pp want to eat, so she gotta finish them!! haha.. poor her man~

we went aracde awhile, den go BOWLING at Victor's Superbowl.
i hate to say this, but ade was the top scorer!!! haha.. congrats!
well, gotta leave early man! cos tml haf SCHOOL!! sobx...
BOO! gotta go slp now~

WAIT!! i heard YI QI KAI SHI DE LV CHENG on tv!!
ahh~ they used it for the clip showing the superhosts' fun times...
sad ahH~ i missed the show x_X

2006-01-27T13:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!! ^-^
boo hoo~ today's sch celebration is damn boring man! =S
i think the onli thing i like is the performance by Chinese Orchestra.. nice one man! =D
the dance ah... erm.. personally, i dun like =X it's v not synchronised.. and i think dancing tt dance wun make u sweat man! no offence though.. i'm jus stating wad i see and think

hmm... tok bout sth nice ba!!
hehe, ytd i bought SHE DVD!! =D it's onli 20.90~ much cheaper than i expected, which is around $30, hehe...
jus finished watching the MV... i haf sooo many comments man!
but overall, i dun find it very nice... i still prefer Encore's MVs...
think they rushed for this album lor, so it's kind of slipshod work T_T
oh yes! and i realised tt for many MVs, they dun like to focus on ella alone when it's her part, while they did focus on selina and hebe.. even during the chorus, they still will zoom in to selina or hebe (esp hebe), seldom ella man~ =( sadx... BIAS!!!

bu xiang zhang da

actually if u watch e full version of this MV, it's kind of scary...

i'm so happy tt ella actually sang the higher part of the chorus, hehe... and it's reali nice ^^

Supermodel
this MV rox man! it's so cool lor!! the clothes keep changing and the dance is nice... they wore 8sets of clothes in total...
for ella's clothes, i like the white one, with coat the best! den followed by the yellow top with the black coat, hehe... the coat reali make her look nice lor~ and oso another one where she wore a shorts... can see her beautiful legs!! haha *nose bleed*

bu zuo ni de peng you
directed by Jay... i personally dun like the storyline =X it' such a disappointment man! the ending is so diao lor...
oh yeah~ this MV seldom focus on ella de *sobx*
and it has more scnese of hebe than the other 2

tian hui
hm.. i think the storyline can be improved... not reeali nice..
this MV oso haf a bit seldom focus on ella de

yue gui nv shen
whee~ ella's nice nice legs are shown here ^^
this MV oso dun reali focus on ella -.-"
and i think it fouses more on selina...

lv zhou
this is such a soothing song~
no plot.. jus them singing.. they all lk v nice =)

xie xie ni rang wo ai guo ni
oso no plot, onli them singing..
ella's hair is sooo cool~ haha...
selina's hair a bit weird leh.. dun like =X
den hebe's hair is the best! lolx.
hm... i think their make up was horrible~ not nice de... all so pale with red lips.
actually i like the feel of this song... but not the lyrics though..
yeah~ this MV oso dun like to focus on ella de...

hao ren you hao bao
this MV's main lead is hebe!!
this MV i real sweet man!! like it v much =D
actually i didnt quite like this song, haha.. but cos of the MV, i think i like it a bit more liao..
it reali portrays the friendship ^^
they reali lk v nice inside =)

shen qiang shou
lolx, a crazy song with a crazy MV...
ella has long hair and freckles..
selina has moustache
hebe has a big mole with hair on her face, haha...
each of them haf a rotten black tooth, haha
this reminds me of IOIO, where they fight for a guy (except it was selina and hebe fighting over ella), haf many fighting scenes and funnY~ haha..
but in the end, the guy chose pinky!! lolx...

xing xing zhi huo
woo~ they wore pyjamas!!
i expected this MV to reali show a gal going to the mountains and ask the sky "where's my future?"
but it doesnt haf... onli them singing lor..
i think ella lk a bit weird in the front part...
i like the part where ella was sleeping, den hebe woke her up and look at the sky~ haha, so cute!!
seriously, they hould improve on the MV man!

2005-12-24T11:02:00.000+08:00

Story of Apollo and Daphne

Daphne was Apollo's first love. It was not brought about by accident, but by the malice of Eros. Apollo saw the boy playing with his bow and arrows; and being himself elated by his recent victory over Python, he said to him, "What have you to do with warlike weapons, saucy boy? Leave them for hands worthy of them. Behold the conquest I have won by means of them over the vast serpent who stretched his poisonous body over acres of plain! Be content with your torch, child, and kindle up your flames, as you call them, where you will, but presume not to meddle with my weapons."

Aphrodite's boy heard these words and rejoined, "Your arrows may strike all things else, Apollo, but mine shall strike you." So saying, he took his stand on a rock of Parnassus and drew from his quiver two arrows of a different workmanship, one to excite love, the other to repel it. The former was of gold and sharp pointed, the latter blunt and tipped with lead. With the leaden shaft he struck the nymph Daphne, the daughter of the river god Peneus, and with the golden one Apollo, through the heart. Forthwith the god was seized with love for the maiden, and she abhorred the thought of loving. Her delight was in woodland sports and the spoils of the chase. Many lovers sought her, but she spurned them all, ranging the woods, and taking no thought of Eros nor of Hymen. Her father often said to her, "Daughter, you owe me a son-in-law; you owe me grandchildren." She, hating the thought of marriage as a crime, with her beautiful face tinged all over with blushes, threw her arms around her father's neck and said, "Dearest father, grant me this favor, that I may always remain unmarried, like Artemis." He consented, but at the same time said, "Your own face will forbid it."

Apollo loved her and longed to obtain her; and he who gives oracles to all the world was not wise enough to look into his own fortunes. He saw her hair flung loose over her shoulders and said, "If so charming in disorder, what would it be if arranged?" He saw her eyes bright as stars; he saw her lips, and was not satisfied with only seeing them. He admired her hands and arms, naked to the shoulder, and whatever was hidden from view he imagined more beautiful still. He followed her; she fled, swifter than the wind, and delayed not a moment at his entreaties. "Stay", said he, "daughter of Peneus; I am not a foe. Do not fly me as a lamb flies the wolf, or a dove the hawk. It is for love I pursue you. You make me miserable, for fear that you should fall and hurt yourself on these stones, and I should be the cause. Pray run slower, and I will follow slower. I am no clown, no rude peasant. Zeus is my father, and I am lord of Delphos and Tenedos, and know all things, present and future. I am the god of song and the lyre. My arrows fly true to the mark; but alas! an arrow more fatal than mine has pierced my heart! I am the god of medicine, and know the virtue of all healing plants. Alas! I suffer a malady that no balm can cure!"

The nymph continued her flight and left his plea half uttered. And even as she fled she charmed him. The wind blew loose her garments, and her unbound hair streamed loose behind her. The god grew impatient to find his wooings thrown away, and, sped by Eros, gained upon her in the race. It was like a hound pursuing a hare, with open jaws ready to seize, while the feebler animal darts forward, slipping from the very grasp.

So flew the god and the virgin - he on the wings of love and she on those of fear. The pursuer is the more rapid, however, and gains upon her, and his panting breath blows upon her hair. Her strength begins to fail, and, ready to sink, she calls upon her father, the river god: "Help me, Peneus! Open the earth to enclose me, or change my form, which has brought me into this danger!" Scarcely had she spoken, when a stiffness seized all her limbs; her bosom began to be enclosed in a tender bark; her hair became leaves; her arms became branches; her foot stuck fast in the ground, as a root; her face became a treetop, retaining nothing of its former self but its beauty. Apollo stood amazed. He touched the stem, and felt the flesh tremble under the new bark. He embraced the branches and lavished kisses on the wood. The branches shrank from his lips. "Since you cannot be my wife," said he, "you shall assuredly be my tree. I will wear you for my crown. I will decorate you with my harp and quiver; and when the great Roman conquerors lead up the triumphal pomp to the Capitol, you shall be woven into wreaths for their brows. And, as eternal youth is mine, you also shall be always green, and your leaf know no decay." The nymph, now changed into a laurel tree, bowed its head in grateful acknowledgement.

taken from http://www.loggia.com/myth/daphne.html

傳說漫長　浩瀚如史詩般　記載這段　惶惶不安　

顏色金黃　阿波羅的光芒　卻比不上　達芙妮的勇敢

沒有一種愛可以在自由之上　

達芙妮的傷化身月桂樹倔強

月桂樹飄香　那夜風戀月光　我的愛很不一樣

素淨的臉上　從不抹濃妝　堅持自己喜歡

月桂樹飄香　雲纏繞星光　我要有話就講

無邊的海洋　那遼闊的想像　比誰都不平凡

森林河畔　阿波羅在追趕　哭著帶上　達芙妮的桂冠

被束縛的愛已經沒有了溫暖　

達芙妮的傷心疼　千年間流傳

愛搖晃　愛靠岸　我航向前方　尋找桂冠

2005-12-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

i haf nth better to do today~ so i decided to use lyrics fr SHE new album, Once Upon A Time, and write some crap~
change the encoding to Chinese Traditional so as to see the chinese words.

我不想我不想不想長大
我寧願永遠都笨又傻

like wad min said, ignorance is bliss~
being ignorant can be fortunate too~ treasure it...
dun always try to find out EVERYTHING..
there are things tt are meant to be unknown.

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別握住我的手　說我一定會懂　
作不成的愛人　變成最好朋友
別牽著我的手　想著別人臉孔　
換個方式牽手　並不會更好過
可不可以　不作你的朋友

i believe this represents many pp's feelings when the other party want to break up with them

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慢慢心痛　沒有人發現我和從前不同
你的眼中　看得見另一個人給的感動
我也不要你心疼我　在這個時候對我　比從前溫柔

when u are no longer the special person in his/her heart, he/she will tend to neglect u and fail to notice the change in you
treating him/her better when u want a breakup only makes things worse.. this is jus a way of reducing guilt inside u.. he/she will nv want you to pity him/her

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相戀和失戀如果說都需要練習
一次學會兩種也算好事情
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謝謝你示範了什麼人該放棄

ooh~ how positive!

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A long time ago, a litttle girl wanted to find her future.
She went to the mountains and asked the sky,"Where's my future?"
And just then a little star said, "Sweetie, the future is in your hands."
Yes! The future is in our hands!

this paragraph is written by selina~ the meaning is obvious..

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身高不太高眼神不迷朦可我超自信沒有人贏得過
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多一點自我風格才獨特路燈在街頭是我的catwalk
天生我才必有用有人會懂不必做作
微笑是我的口紅一輩子不會褪色
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要相信自己獨一無二

even when u are not as good looking as others, as long as are confident, nth can beat u
but most importantly... BE YOURSELF

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我的天空今天有點灰
我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜
所有的燈早已經全都熄滅

the sky is grey~ it's the end of the world soon.. i can't see any light at the end of the tunnel

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當孤單乾渴了我
是你開鑿了河流
當狂風沙絕望了天空
是你開出花朵

我沒說的你卻都懂
連最隱密的傷痛
曾經世界就快要沉沒
如果你沒來復活我

還記得你說你愛我的時候
星空下有溫柔的微風
我疲憊的心又開始有夢
再也沒離開過

忍著寂寞穿越最荒涼的沙漠
找到失落已久的綠洲
如果這是生命的盡頭
我會微笑著接受

當我找不到彩虹
是你放回我心中
當我遺忘快樂的感受
是你又教會我

i like the lyrics of the song v much man~
everybody around us, be it frens or family, are our 綠洲
treasure them when u can.. dun let urself regret in the future

2005-12-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

Wah~ my previous entry is long =p lazy to type for Day2 liao.. next day ba..
now is quiz time!! XP

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are A Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet
Those who like you have well refined tastes

What Kind of Pie Are You?

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual
work. basicly you are really lazy. you really
dont like gym class ether your animal is the
kalola bear because they sleep most of the time
or are stoned
you are sloth

Which of the seven deadly sins are you? Redone with pics!
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2005-12-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

i haf nth to write bout nia.. let me tok bout my 5 days in HK, hehe.. oh ya~ and another day in chalet..

DAY 1
onli fell aslp at 1am and gotta wake up at 4.45am..v tired neh!!
well, we are suppossed to reach airport at 6.30am.. but the person fr CHAN BRO onli came at around 7am to help us get our air ticket -.- he's sooo damn late.. made us waited for so long man!

well, the plane tt we took is cathay pacific de. and the best of all, i got the window seat!! =D soo cool man! i'm jus beside the clouds =) my is keep taking a lot of pics of the sky and clouds.. i'll try to post them up if i got the chance, hehe.. some are quite nice.. ooh~ i want to add sth.. the lane in singapore is sooo long, lolx.. the plane run for v long b4 we took off..
during the whole journey of 3hr+, i watched Polar Express.. heard fr my fren tt it is very very nice, lolx.. so i decided to watch..
it'll be nice for children co there are many magical things happening.. after the show ended, i watched MR Bean, haha.. the speial epidsode where he celebrating xmas with his gf, and he got hi head stuck inside the turkey -.o
our lunch was beef noodles.. =S i dun like beef!! in the end, i gave all my beef to my sis and i ju eat the noodles, hehe..
apart fr the noodles, there is a bread, crispy and sweet.. v nice sia!! there are fruits and yoghurt. soooo nice =D
luckily my ears weren't pain when we landed.. i duno y my ears hurt like hell when i went to thailand.. i think the pilot is v skilfull nia.. when we landed on the ground, can't reali feel anything... dun haf jerk de.

reached HK at 11+.. our tour guide lks like a v nice lady.. the people there dun reali speak chinese de ma, so i haf alot of difficulty understanding her.. lucky mummy know cantonese man! it was about 45min ride in the bus to our hotel.. it wasnt reali cold tt day =)
my mum said our hotel is onli 3stars de.. tt was a sad thing though.. but it is at a strategic location.. there are MANY MANY MANY shops around.. haf clothes, food, guardian (they call it MANNINGS there), watsons etc.. the MRT (they call it MTR) station is jus nearby, and the bus stop is jus infront onli.. many banks around it too~
we ate seafood for dinner tt night.. the lobster and noodles with sauce was reali reali nice man! simply love it =D we also went to nan ren jie (men's street i suppossed).. nth much to see la.. the things tt they sell there were gross lor.. simply gross.. no wonder is men's street =X

hehe, our hotel nearby haf sell those desserts.. we went there to buy some.. the tandard should be better den singapore ba.. i ate black sesame paste, yummY!! my mum and that guy ate DUN4 DAN4 while my sis ate DUN4 NAI3.. nie wor!! we slp at 12am nia.. next day must wake up at 6.15... yawnzZz

2005-12-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

whee~ finally back after 6 days... =D home sweet home~ singapore is gd... my home is the best! after every night outside, i will learn to appreciate my bed and home even more~

2005-12-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

boohoo~ i want to complain!! =(
my arms are aching alot!! must be due to the activitie in west coast park ytd...
oh my~ i haf difficulty bathing.. cant reali reach my back now..
when i open the fridge, my arms will ache too~ and later i haf dance leh.. oh man =S
both my arms, shoulders and the muscle near armpit are aching..
haiz, hope the dance later wun be too torturous... poor arms =(

2005-12-05T14:10:00.000+08:00

let me tok bout the last few days...
we had dance camp fr 2-4dec... those few days were truly a joy~ i've enjoyed myself alot and got to know the people better. i sincerely thank everyone who made this camp possible and successful =)

painted this marble on the 2nd night after bathing... it's so difficult man! the surfae area on which we can draw is smaller den a 5cent coin!!! moreover, haf to draw laterally inverted cos we are drawing on the underside of the marble... this "wu" haf so many strokes nia. to make things worse, the brush does not haf a pointed end, and it's not reali fine... had a hard time writing man~ i was soooooooooo happy when i finally managed to write it out =D *the picture is not reali clear*

on the last day (4dec'05), it was quite tough in the morning =S we went to west coast park to challenge ourselves!!
first we had to climb on the net net thing to the "flying fox"(it's not from a high place to a low place, but it's the same height throughout). the net net thing wa quite scary, cos it's v shaky! although it's not high up there, but jus feel like falling =S

den we split up into 2 groups to finish a course and the grp who finishes in a shorter time will win~ well, our grp won!! woohoo~ =p the course mainly consisted of walking and climbing those v shaky things, like ropes etc.. gotta use alot of hand muscles to prevent ourselves fr falling.. after the game, my hands were trembling...

we climbed the spiderweb after tt game.. it was a must! oh man~ i haf phobia of heights ='( i was simply sared out of my wits... but i find it easier den the net net thing cos it's v steady and not shaky... onli the height is a bit scary. oh man~ tt's my first time climbing to such a high place =S but im proud to say I DID IT!!

we were rewarded with madonalds breakfast, haha. YUMMY!! =P
but lunch is kind of disappointing... the person-in-charge told us tt we get to eat spaghetti for lunch~ we were all so happy~ but it turned out tt the spaghetti dun haf tomato sauce!! she said must eat healthy food.. so olive oil wa added to make it not so dry, spices and cheese were added to gif taste. there were onli mushroom, tomato, cucumber and hotdog. not nice de.. no taste man! sobx... to make things worse, the noodles wasnt hot, so the cheese won't melt and all stick t the noodles.. quite gross.. all bout healthy food.. we added alot of cheese so as to make it edible! isit healthy?

anyway, i onli reached home at 7pm... den quickly bathed and took a bus to j8 and meet my pr sch classmates. they ate ajisen ramen, but i didnt eat anything.. i dun feel like eating tt time.. i onli ate 2 sticks of tori Q =p soo nice!! =D we went to cineleisure and play pool, lolx.. anyhow play de.. those guys are so experienced.. one of them seems to be v pro wor! but i wasnt quite in the mood tt night... didnt slp enough for the past 2 nights so got a bit of headache and dizzy spell...

2005-12-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

kinda bored.. did some quiz...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.
At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.
When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.

In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.
Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.
You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

converse: Ur probably a punk rocker and unique!

What type of shoe fits ur personality?
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You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chick
in the gang, you have a special life style and
that makes you different with your own unique
way, your friends love you because they know
they can trust you. Your ideal man is the guy
with a free style not afraid of saying how he
feels, and life is never dull with him.

What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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2005-11-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

woo~ the farewell party for us was great~ thanks!! we haf such great juniors~ hehe.. =) great until we were all covered in flour >.<>

well, the juniors so naughty!! made us blow into the flour to get ping pong balls out of the bowl and bottle, slide the bowl across the table, threw us water if we failed to throw tt bag of water into the box and use face to eat potato chips~ oh ya~ still drink lime, lolx.. lucky is not lemon, haha.. the present was gd~ thank you very much!! =) oh ya~ i want to say sth.. peiying was so cute~ when she was asked to throw water at me, she said: huh.. wo bu she de diu leh... (i dun bear to throw). she's so sweet, haha.. too nice le, dun bear to let pp suffer

heard about the new coach le... she's quite pretty, hehe.. hope our sch can AT LEAST retain their standards now.. of cos the best is to improve lor~ jia you wor! she lks like a nice person~ =)

haha, went to kat's house and celebrated her birthday with min, chong, vernus... went to meet min first while chong accompanied vernu to collect her luggage, haha.. we bought black forest cake~ hehe, we are so sweet to go visit her and celebrate her bd (haha, thick skin). somemore our clothes were covered with flour and all white!! pp used weird eyes to see us nia.. one guy still said: eh, lk behind ur pinafore, it's dirty... lolx, so paiseh~

2005-11-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

hohoho~ let me tok bout those horrifying days.. (kinda hard to believe everything has ended even now..)

31 Oct 2005
[x] Chinese
haiz.. i wasted so much time studying and yet i know almost nth... the compo tt i wrote was sooooooo dramatic!! i bet the marker is laughing at my compo..

7 Nov 2005
[x] EM 1
well, it's an ez paper.. i was left with 50min, which is very very rare.. i always finish the paper on time or maybe jus 15min earlier.. i tot i missed out qn =S the number pattern was a killer!! killed my brain cells and there's no ans derived ='( everyone thinks it's ez... so it's diffiult to get A1.. moreover, i think i haf 2 qn confirm wrong de, excluding tt pattern.. in this kind of ez paper, cannot afford to lose 1mark man~ it'll cost ur A1
[x] SS
b4 SS, we had 4 hours to prepare ourselves.. ut we spent mot of the time toking, ahha.. i onli studied 3 chap.. merger, countries divided and venice.. except for the first one, all came out, hehe.. i did venice~ the qn were phrased in quite a weird way... nv see b4 nia~

9 Nov 2005
[x] English
speech came out for section2 of paper 1.. nv in my life have i ever written a speech man! lucky there's no format, hehe.. but i jus duno how to write.. actually planned to write argumentative de, but i didnt see any leh.. so i jus anyhow write lor.. i can feel it's bad.. plus i srewed up my oral, no hope liao.. if english can get B is mirale to me le..
for paper 2, i had 1hour to do my summary.. tt's impossible man! the most is 30min for summary in the past.. unbelievable!!

10 Nov 2005
[x] Geography 2
one word... BAD... nv got A for humanities sub b4 man.. haha, so my expectations aren't high. Mrs Lim's prediction is cool man~ most of them came out.. but the sad thing is i nv follow the preditions at all

11 Nov 2005
[x] EM 2
another easy one.. nv even drew graph, haha... so cool!! see the graph qn in "EITHER OR" jiu dun want to read le.. fan zheng tt vector qn is do-able, hehe.. i reali hope to get A1 for EM man. *prays hard*

15 Nov 2005
[x] AM 1
yep~ easy.. at least it's not too demoralising.. but tt Relative velocity is ok de lor.. but i duno wad i missed out, jus cant get ans!! haiz, wasted.. =(

16 Nov 2005
[x] Geography 1
erm.. i duno wad to say.. dun reali like this paper.=X
[x] Physics
ended at 5.15... kinda late man! physics wasnt reali ez.. not a nice one.. haiz.. i want MR TAN!!

17 Nov 2005
[x] AM 2
also quite ez.. but the permutation and combination sure wrong man! i can nv do this topic =.= cant do the prove qn for gradient.. i think onli short of a few steps.. jus duno wad to do =S

18 Nov 2005
[x] History
i studied Mao, war in europe and russia.. all 3 came out =D war in europe is source-based.. the source-baed was killer!! the first 2 qn are ez, do until v happy.. but the last 2 made me so sad =(
[x] Chemistry
wah~ for the first time my heart ever beat so fast! i was so nervous for chem man! memorised alot fo conditions.. but like no use.. this paper like no need to study too much de... sectionB for paper 2 was long-winded.. wrote alot.. not enough time!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! well, it's the last day and last paper le.. hehe~ hooray! but ended at 5.45... so late!!

2005-11-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

well, actually i should have posted this on 18/11/05... but i too lazy le =p i haf 3 words to say...

O's ARE OVER!!
^-^V

woohoo~ no need to carry book le.. lalala~

2005-11-20T07:01:00.000+08:00

i am updating my blog now.. and actually i did upset in the afternoon.. cus all pang seh me lo.. say wanna go out.. but didnt..!! angry.. but luckily got daniel pei me.. hehehe.. but he also slp!!! >.<>
e also slp!!! >.<>

I didn't type this post!! who the hell typed it? stupid idiot!

2005-10-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

haiz, last time i onli tot tt onli study too little will regret, but now not anymore.. i regretted so much for puting in too much time in this damn chinese man~ those tt came out are kinda weird, and i dun see any pt studying for the last 2 weeks everyday.. even when i was watching tv, i still tot of those chinese words lor.. OH MY! i wasted so much time man~ those words tt came out are mostly those tt i dun reali care.. well, wad to do? it's all over.. it's a relief actually =)

2005-10-30T19:21:00.000+08:00

haiz... tml is chinese paper so fast~ and im not reali prepared lor.. x.X

2005-10-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

friday went to NYJC open house.. the journey was full of obstacles man!! let me reount the story, haha..
well, i was supposed to meet chong and kat at 11am, but i heard meet at 12pm!! lolx, den kat called me at 11+ and they were horrified tt i'm still at home, haha.. lucky i decided to bathe early man, if not i'll be even later >.<>so im late for bout 50min..
den we are suppossed to meet ade and sw at the bus stop jus outside mrt station, but kat said tt we are supposed to meet them at the jubilee bus-stop.. oh well, we crosed the road and saw them opp, so we rossed the road back again -.- it started to rain liao!!
hm, den we boarded bus 25 and we realised we boarded the wrong bus -.- we are supposed to take 22, 24 or 135...lucky we didnt realised it to late, so we got off at the next stop and went bak to the bus-stop again =.= after one big round, we are bak to where we started... so too!!
finally we boarded the right bus.. *forgot is 22 or 24* wy msg ade and told her to get off at the 5th stop, cross the over-head bridge to the opp bus-stop to meet her.. well, we saw a overhead bridge at the 4th stop, den ade got exited and said: is thi the stop? there's overhead bridge!! den kat said: quik pres the bell!! den we got off, lolx.. so we got off at the wrong stop lor.. we cant see wy opp of cos.. oh ya~ to make things worse, wy's phone spoilt tt morn x.X anyway, we decided to walk to the 5th bus-stop... we tot it's ind of near ba, haha..
we walked and walked.. we dun see any bus-stop and overheadbridge!! and we are so stupid not to take a bus there. finally after a long walk and run, we saw the bus-stop!! and overheadbridge...
well, when we reached the bus-stop, we didnt see wy -.o it's so great! we got a bit dry and waited, thinking tt she's late or sth.. but she alr left her home liao nia~ den ade rad the msg again, and we saw "cross the overhead bridge leading to flats" oh man!! the buildings behind us were private houses.. not flats! haiz, gotta walk again.. so her msg saying"get off at the 5th bus-stop" is not true lor..
so we walked for quite a distance.. >.<
finally we saw wy.. phew~ she waited for along time atually... she told us tt nyjc is jus inside, so we walked in.. walk again =.- unbelievable!! we walked fr ang mo kio to serangoon in the rain.. cool man! finally it's the end of the walking journey...

well, i tot i will be sick after being in the rain for such a looooooooong time, but luckily im ok.. hehe =p

anyway, today saw my cousin's son again.. soo cute!! he's sooo fair.. cos my cousin and her husband are both very fair, so baby oso fair fair de.. today is the first time i carried a baby, haha.. it's not as heavy as i tot =p so tempted to bite his cheeks.. so chubby and soft!! ahhh~

hohoho~ i've updated a very very long entry liao wor!! mei mei cannot complain liao =p

2005-10-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

tml's the last day of sch!! haha... is a gd thing cos no need to do homework and things =p but may slack at home nia.. too much distractions liao.. may oso jus fall aslp while studying.. must force myself sia..

bleahx!! everyday haf geog lor.. >.< ytd is the worst day!! we had 2hours of geog during curriculum time, and another 1.5hours after school.. siao la!! nearly went mad man.. den today had 1hour of geog during lesson time and another 1.5hr after sch... tml till haf!! AHHHHHHHHHH!! sianxx...

anyway, i lost my hp ytd, haha.. duno where it went.. should be lost in the morning liao.. but when i called my hp at 6+pm, it' still ringing leh.. if someone picks it up for own use, should haf thrown the SIM card away ma... weird~ actually i think something's wrong with me.. i dun feel sad at all man.. the most is cant bear with the phone numbers and some cute msg.. haha, but still ok la

hehe, today chip chip is all green!! he lks like some green tea flavoured person =X hope he wun type his own name in the search engine like someone..

oh yeah~ i want to say sth.. chong once liked sylvester alot leh!! den now she thinks it's disgusting tt she once liked him soooo much~ lolx! he haf nth to be liked as an idol la, seriously.. *no offence* at least she realised the fact, gd!!

oh ya!! twinkle's soooo cute today!! there's a show on channelU, where pp learn how to train dogs, sell dogs and stuffs... twinkle was watching tv leh!! seldom see her watch tv de leh.. she lk at the tv very attentively and tilted her head to one side.. so cute!! >.<

2005-10-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

today actually wana ask mr ang bout physics one.. so many qn lor.. but he bad la.. not in sch.. he's SUPPOSSED TO BE IN SCHOOL FOR THE CLINIC SESSION K!! irresponsible! nv keep his promise.. BOOO!

today went dance again.. damn tired... legs are like jelly man!! while typing now, my eyes are half-opened onli..

i go slp liao.. got nth much to say actually, ahha.. i'll haf a long long entry the next time.. i promise!! =p

2005-09-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

haha, long time nv update le hor.. i listen to my dear sis and update den =P hey~ next wk is big exams liao.. jia you wor!! i'll be behind u all the way!! =D

hohoho~ i collected my zhen ming tian nu OST on wed, so happy neh!! now is to wait for their drama to be shown on channelU!! i got the nice nice poster, but cant put in my rm leh, sadx... wad a waste man~

nowadays i feel kinda confused.. my mood changes very fast.. lucky it's not obvious in sch, cos i can still control.. at home jiu no way liao~ i kept shouting to vent my frustration i guess? lucky it doesnt affect anyone cos no one is at home.. phew~

haiz, after going through so many papers, it jus spells trouble.. nth is right man.. i wun go for the first 3 months liao.. must get ready to find a job during the 3 months liao.. anyone haf any lobang?? haha..

hehe, today i succeeded in tying my hair without clips.. accomplishment man! but it jus marks the beggining the days where i need to tie hair liao.. >.<>

2005-09-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

haiz, lessons are starting again >.<>

today mr ang nv come.. YAY!! =P but mr tay come and take over la.. he went through with us the physics paper1.. i got 10+ mistakes out of 30+ questions lor.. tt's alot man!! ahh~ mr tay very on man! he couldnt finish going through 40questions in 1hour, haha..

ahh~ i tot no EFL = end sch early.. but is changed to JC talk instead.. win liao lor~ wednesday i cannot fly to j8 and collect my album.. boohoo~

hehe, ytd went to watch opera.. tt's funny hor? my teacher told me to go one... we students onli need to pay $10 when the original price i $108!! my teacher said tt it's worth it cos so cheap, den we dun haf much opportunities to watch this kind of theatre performance.. quite true la, so ex, of cos cant reali watch lor.. i wana watch phantom of the opera leh!! anyway, the opera's stage effects and props not bad la.. but soemtimes a bit boring, feel like slping, haha.. lucky the haf chinese and english words so tt we know wad they are singing.. after the whole thing, still haf autograph session nia, haha.. it's quite an eye-opening experience..

ahh~ my twin sis is maligning me for beat her till she become panda.. >.<>

2005-09-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

woo!! today (or should i say ytd?? now is 12+am le... haha) is last day of prelim!! yay~ went to eat BK brekfast with kat, hehe.. nice!! =D den i went swimming with cat, haha... *2 different pp hor* i got abit darker!! haha... but not reali obvious la...

well, after tt, i went for dance.. wah~ o many mths nv stretch le.. im so much "harder"..so many new steps to learn, i blur liao... no stamina leh... i cant imagine life after Os.. school and lkdt sure had intensive training lor =S it's kinda funny.. still performing for sch even though we graduated, haha... damn tired now... Zzzz

haha, xiaoella waited for me since morning wor~ poor her... must haf missed me lots, haha... hohoho~ we're twins!! after i'm born, she's stuck inside "mama's body" for another 2hours before coming out. haha, poor mother...

2005-09-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

today's physics paper is soo difficult.. to put it in another way, is jus tt i'm plain stupid to do it... is like the qn need to think alot lor.. suddenly one horseshoe magnet come out.. scare me... everything i studied is kinda useless.. i cant do half the paper lor.. i nearly cried during the paper.. is so pek cek tt i onli can do bout half the paper and there are sooooooo many blanks... keep skipping questions. haiz, another depressing paper.. now i know y pp hate science subjects so much... and now i know y pp hate physics sooooooooo much..

walked home today... it's nice~ the weather is cool.. except when i was at the market, the sun suddenly came out, so hot!! i spent bout $10 today on food cos i was trying to cheer myself up.. actually i'm not sad cos of physics paper... physics paper alone is not enough to haf such a big impact.. it's like the whole prelim, every paper is gonna be lousy.. i feel so helpless... anyway, bought lots of choc, cos choc is supposed to make one person happy, haha... i bought 3 kinder buenos, 1 cadbury peppermint choc, and mcDonalds for my lunch.. my stupid market onli haf Macs... actually it's a long time ever since i ate macs, haha... cos i always avoid macs =X after watching a clip on ella acting as jay, den i'm ok, cos she's reali damn funny, ahha.. she acted till very jay man!

haiz.. take back results tt time sure die one... can prepare to bang the wall.. seriously, im such a disappointment.. since young, papa and mama nv ever gave me pressure b4.. even if i fail or sth, they didnt say anything.. the most is my mum saying: eee, so disgusting! even when im glued to the computer during prelims, she oso didnt do much, onli asked me whether i've finished studying or not... it's been ages since the last time i saw mama smile for my results, i reali miss tt... the older i become, the more i make her worry, im such a failure.. im reali grateful to the freedom they gave me, but yet i didnt do anything to make them proud of me.. i'm simply useless. i didnt cherish the trust they haf in me to haf self-discipline. haiz, i dun think i can go JC le.. i deserved it all.. i reap wad i sow...

2005-09-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

woo~ first half of prelims is finally over~!! =D next wk de load is so much lighter man.. but then, everyday de paper is sucky man!

well, ytd, thursday, haf geog paper 2 and chinese paper 2... siao la, so damn stressed lor!! sure flung both papers de.. duno wad happened to me recently.. i onli studied bout 3chapters for physical geog onli... den others jus browse through.. den i nv even touch human geog tb at all.. for chinese, i onli studied bout 3 chapters and den no more... i think i'm mad... i've never study so little for tests and exams b4 man.. i'm mad..

den when i'm doing geog, i leaned against the wall and do, haha.. i've alr sort of giving up.. first hour i did very slowly, and i onli finished 1qn... den for the rest 1h15min i suddenly decided not to gif up so readily so i rushed the 3 qn.. so many blanks... >.<

chinese is so damn difficult man! i counted tt i lost AT LEAST 40marks le.. all i want is to pass, not to score for chinese le... haiz, tt's so demoralising..

today's chem is killer.. tt's all i can say x_X

haiz, feel like dying...

2005-09-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

someone help me!! AHHHHHHHHHH~ feel so stressed man!! tml is prelim le.. and first day jiu english compo and Amath 1.. siao la, where got pp put AM for first day de? ='( im dying... english is all along my weakest subject lor... and it's on the first day!! im super duper afraid of compo man!

ok, forget bout prelims now.. today is 11/09/05.. wad's so special bout this day?? today is the 4th annivesary of 911 incident and it's also the 4th annivesary of SHE since their first album!! woo~ 4 yrs old le wor.. actually it's quite short nia, but the impression they gave is like they've already been in the circle for donkey yrs, haha.. abit exaggerated??

hm, i wana say sorry to Twinkle (my dog!!)... cos she wanted to play with me (or rather, is wanted me to play with her) and i ignored her.. well, i'm in the midst of studying.. she saw tt i haf no reaction when she took the ball, so she changed to her stuff toy hippo instead.. her innocent eyes can jus melt u right on the spot man! i'm so tempted to play with her nia... and now she's slping quietly by my side, so sweet of her.. she's always there to accompany me whenever i'm alone... if i'm in the rm, she'll stay outside the rm and wait for me to come out.. it's also the same when i go to the toilet, haha... dogs are really man's best friends..

2005-09-10T22:34:00.000+08:00

whee~ i've changed my blogskin~ i took quite a long time man!! >.<>

hm, today jus heard SHE's new song... although it's onli for 30seconds, but im quite excited, haha.. it's called XING GUANG *star light* anyway, i've alr updated the pictures, haha... it's under LINKS.. i've also changed the song to XING GUANG le... enjoy =D

2005-09-09T09:51:00.000+08:00

hm... it's jus a few days away fr prelim and i dun seem to be prepared for any subject at all, haiz...

i'm wondering if my C personality is becoming stronger again... it seems to haf disappeared for some time and now it's coming back again. is it a gd or bad thing?? *shrugs*

am i being more cold-blooded?? it seems to me tt after tt event, i cant seem to tear as much le. am i numb or sth?? if it is, hope it's jus temporary.. ytd i was watching the dragon show on ch8... the white dragon haf to kill one horn dragon... a person killing his own fren!! isn't it jus very sad? if it's in the past, i'm most probably crying like hell le... but yet no matter how sad i felt, my eyes onli got SLIGHTLY wet and nth le... wad's happening to me??

2005-09-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

sometimes i reali hate myself man.. why can't i jus do it? i see her cry, my heart's pain, i reali reali want to comfort her but yet i can't... how i wish to hug her tightly and gif her warmth, and console her... but yet my muscles jus isnt moving an inch. it's always like tt, my body does not like to listen to my brain.. it's jus paralysed or sth.. useless is jus the word to describe me..

sad until there's no tears... ever tried b4?? well, i got the experience today... i'm sooo sad and yet nth is coming out fr my eyes.. i suddenly felt so blank and "feeling-less" the next moment, and jus no tears is produced for tt half hour i guess...

life... wad's life? is it all predestinied or it can be changed? it's jus so contradicting.. sometimes, i reali believe tt it's all predestinied somehow, but i know u can change the outcome by doing sth.. jus like studying, where u may not be a toilet cleaner in the future if u work hard now...

actually i tot of this qn for quite some time, and my conclusion is...
the future is alr paved out for u le.. but it still can be changed by you yourself! so overall, if u dun continue working hard or u dun continue to be lz, u can actually change ur destiny... hm, sounds right??

2005-09-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

aloha~ long time nv come online le...
haiz, kinda sad tt kelly didnt win, but am glad tt she got the univeral music contract, hehe =D jia you wor!!
i read a few days ago de LIAN HE WAN BAO, where they reported on the finals... someone commented tt they should jus judge based on singing ONLY and ignore those WU TAI MEI LI... oh well, this is SUPERSTAR competition lor, not singing competition..
gd voice = superstar?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
anyway, y should they change the criteria JUST for weilian?? this isn't fair anymore! u say it's unfair for weilian now, but by changing the criteria, it's unfair to EVERYONE lor..

2005-08-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

yo Yo yO yo yO!! long time no see... haha..
hm, number 1, i'm sooooooo happy tt kelly got in!! yay~
KELLY
KELLY
KELLY
KELLY
KELLY
KELLY

haiz, it's a sad thing tt junyang is out actually.. =( im not reali happy with weilian as winner =X no offence guys!! is not tt i despise him or is bias.. it's jus tt the aim of this competition is to find a SUPERSTAR.. there are somethings tt he cant do... if this is jus a SINGING COMPETITION, den i dun mind him winning..

ahhh~ realised tt i still haf 5 sets of MATH past yr papers not yet touched.. tt's a scary thing man~ 5 leh!! OH MY GOD! i must be real lazy..

haiz, duno wad happened to my dog nowadays..
she likes to hide and den make a kind of very pathetic sound.. duno wad she's up to.. she'll onli return to normal when my sis comes home.. she must be real bored i guess, cos no one plays with her, haha... but she's damn bad!! her claws actually make my toe bleed lor!! i hate her!! BOO =X wonder when can she be more feminine and gentle..

2005-07-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

whee~ today very happy sia... cos i downloaded Open Your Eyes!! nice song man~ must thank someone for tt, haha...
hm, den my fren sent me FENG LE by ah sang... she's great man~ she sing this song until reali very sad lor... is like u will feel sad for tt person... THUMBS UP MAN~
haiz... next time Superstaar stilll haf to see jason, EEK!! hey~ come on!! *vomits* weicong is sooo much nicer lor... at least he lks cute and funny when he trying to make the bad boy expression, haha..

2005-07-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

today haf superstar neh... but dun think it'll be as nice as last wk de man..
OH MY~ KELLY!!! i want her to be in man~ must revive her in the revival round.. BOO~
haha, today we did sth stupid in class man.. chong, min, kat and me were playing HAI DAI and the energy game.. so malu, yet very fun, haha.. mad le wor~

woah~ zhong xiao dong lu zou jiu bian~ ah wei shen me ni yao zou ne me duo bian??
wo yi zhi pei ni zou zhe dao lu bian de hen lei, bu xiang gen ni zou ne me duo bian~

2005-07-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

muahaha~ i jus cut my hair today.. the outcome is disastrous, but the feeling is shiok man!! =D so light, haha.. actually my hairstyle is very toot neh!! make my already round face even rounder --> O
to be honest, my hair looks the result of putting a bowl put there and cut de... toot like siao... x.X

2005-06-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

hehe, i changed e music again~ to X-MEN de music, haha.. X-MEN rox!! well, i know this spoils e blog la, but nvm =X
i edited selina tt page le.. now is pictures instead of links.. hehe.. PICTURES!!

2005-06-06T10:50:00.000+08:00

ahhh~ today is a painful day~ i find breathing a chore man~ e side of my body at chest lvl is very paiN!! ='( in e end, i dun think i'm going to macs wif min n kat le =S sAdXx..
BOO!! i jus changed e music nia, haha.. SUPERSTAR!! i know it sounds kinda weird wif this skin, but then, jus change for awhile lor, den we will realise how nice is WO AI NI =P haha..

2005-06-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

hm.. ytd we had AMATH test!! eek~ =S n i did it v badly lor.. forever la. reali mus jia you wor~!!! hehe =)

hehe.. chong, kat, min & me went to Raffles Place first to collect chong's prize, haha.. some facial cream?? after that, we went to cineleisure to take neoprint!! =D yay~ for the FIRST time.. the 4 of us took one together.. cos it's always without either chong or kat, onli min and me keep appearing =P e pics came out nice~ =)

this is our common fav pic~ hehe =D *so must put big big* and this is also my first neoprint wif my spects on!! haha ^-^

this machine haf those kind of very cartoonish pics, like e sun, "diamond-shaped stars" and raindrops..v kawaii neh! haha..

hm... no comments on this =P

haha, i think min n i de position v funny in this pic =X

2005-05-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

yoYo!! some recommendations to make =) haha... bored during e hols?? go check it out!!
1) http://www.flashempire.com/theater/play.php?id=13081
this is sun wu kong by mayday!! haha, quite cute nia, go c c!!
2) http://www.xuanxuan.com/flashmtv/mtv2006.html
this is hou niao by SHE.. haha, e song tt we sang! =D but it takes quite some time to load..
3) http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0409/464089.html
STRONGLY RECOMMENDED
muahaha~ PIG SONG ('(oO)') v cute and funny~ MUST SEE!! =D

2005-05-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

WHEE~ haha, finally collected my spects.. accompanied min to cut her hair.. ah sadx... i haf to wait till july like tt :'( so damn sad lor.. idiotic performance.. i hate performances man!! it's originally today de, den i can cut on monday le.. but then, oh well... how i wish i can be real real real irresponsible (although i m alr now) and then jus cut man~ BOO!! so damn sad lor.. =(

2005-05-28T11:01:00.000+08:00

sAdxX~!!
haiz, finally stepped down on 26 May 2005 le wor~ it's both joyous n sad man~ happy cos no need to stay back le!! =X but then, cannot go crazy wif dancers le~ afterall, we've been through thick n thin during syf, happy moments n disppointment together when we learnt tt we didnt get gold wif honours and during rehearsalSssSss!
HEY~ gotta keep in touch k?? =D hm.. actually i was thinking of having a dance alumni society or sth, haha..
>> must be gd and listen to yuxin wor~ if not i come n bite u!! haha =X

2005-05-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

boohoo!! my little finger is brusied n swollen!! oh man.. it look poisoned to me, black black de =S eeeww~ hm.. jus wana show one thing, haha.. is e lyrics of a song =) quite long ago le!!

2005-05-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

WOO HOO~!

yay~ we got e 1st in chinese talentime.. UNBELIEVABLE!! cool neh~ haha, didnt expect it actually.. cos i took part for e fun n experience onli, didnt expect anything.. lalala~

ahh~ today we played capt ball during PE.. n so much accident today~ first, e ball or yumin's hand (can't reali rmb) rubbed against my ear~ den my right middle finger pain~ den e ball hit my mouth!! den joy n me knocked onto each other n my butt landed on e floor, actually tt's funny =X den e ball hit my left little finger n now there's bruise.. cant reali bend =S so dumb, play ball oso injured.. i reali cant play ball games man~!

hehe, today went to c a few flash again =P go take a look!! =D

1) http://www.flashempire.com/theater/play.php?id=7472

this is cute man~ e cat is cute... haha

2) http://www.xuanxuan.com/flashmtv/mtv1882.html

this is JJ de JU LI... nice song!! =D

2005-05-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

WHEE~ so happy today, haha..
1) i stumbled on a song tt i'm finding for soooooooooo long, n i had alr given up for quite some time..
2) i can watch ah wang's last episode le, hehe =D
3) mummy is coming back today!!
all these call for a celebration man! yeah~ yo yo!!
it's actually quite boring today man, not many nice tv programmes although it's a public holiday! morning watched hi-5 and powerpuff girls! haha.. buttercup rox =p ah~ tml haf school man! and there are still some glitter on my hand.. sticky sticky de, cos of e tattoo glue. eek!!
hm.. today i saw some nice and cute flash.. go take a look!! nice~ =D

1) http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0504/599282.html
it's cute, haha.. fish fish!!
2) http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0411/482113.html
this has a sad ending.. =( soBxX
3) http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0501/530399.html
must haf healthy lifestyle~ go listen n do some exercise, haha.. =D

2005-05-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

today is speech day neh!! ah~ very tired man -.-Zzz we prepared since 12pm n onli danced for less den 4min. i'm still not happy tt we cant finish e dance.. suckS!! =(
my legs r breaking soon man~ cos stand e whole day like tt.. pp sat down while i stood to help them wif their eyes.. den need to bend my back somemore~ n den now v hot oso =S
MILO~ tt's e first thing i took when i reached home.. so shiok man~ now i'm eating cup noodles, haha.. so full!!! haven bathe yet =p hair still haf alot of glitter n gel...

this is e act cute pic we took on tues (17 May) while preparing for e night rehearsal. i think i look awful neh! this is inspired by lian lian~ haha =)

2005-05-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

AHH!! siao la.. today chinese talentime finals n i screwed up -.- i actually sang wrongly n used e wrong pitch =S
den is e last line somemore lor~ den is sing alone nia... 雿�敺�� 霂游��閫� nearly become ��急釭 ��Ｗ��颲�. den it turned out to be ��急釭 *den shake head* 雿�敺�� 霂游��閫�... i hope it didnt really affect =S hm... Moreover, when i did e background for yuxin's '��隡文��銋望��銝��', i actually used e wrong pitch n it turned out not onli weird, but sucky too!! ('(OO)') oInkZz

haha, pur votes v little neh~ onli 11.. =P thank u xian, nao nao, ariana, alvin for voting for us =D yay!! but i think the whole thing will be v nice if i didnt sing wrongly (haha, bhb.. dun beat me!! X_x) den hor, they wrote my name wrongly on the piece of paper -.- SI hui become EN hui.. even joy's SI also like tt.. haha.. tt person duno how to write ba? =X bad me..

but yuxin did e background for 餈�憓�霂渡��瘞貉�� 瘨冽蔭銝�閫� ��霈啣��靽∠�� is v nice!! woo~ 100 cheers for yuxin!! hehe.. =D gd gd~

this is for u, alvin.. haha.. forgot to put up neh =X

2005-05-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

eek~ this is a damn bad yr for dance lor. everybody discriminates us man~ HUMPHZ!
ahh~ today we performed during e lower sec efl.. they actually laughed when we come out lor -.- so shallow! but nvm.. well, mrs lee thought tt we feel inferior or sth den dun dare to dance. actually is not true la, to me is irritated, but den hack le. actually i tried to show my "anger" by staring at e audience HARD.. and i mean HaRD.. is quite erm, childish? haha mrs lee actually v pek cek lor. is like -ve comments keep coming back =S but i agree tt those pp are shallow.. BOO!! =X
But seriously la.. i dun think we reali danced for e sake of dancing lor. i'm sure most of us reali gave in everything man. i wun deny tt sometimes during normal practices, i didnt gif in my 100%.. but on e stage is different wad. i mean normally we reali reali dance on stage lor. yeah~

Hm.. talk about sth happier la.. tml is talentime finals le.. n i'm still coughing =S scared scared man~ lucky my voice didnt change =) hehe..

Inspiring Quote.. =P be inspired man~ haha..
Hope for the best and prepare for the worst
this reali applies to our daily lives man...must be prepared for everything.. =)

2005-05-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

oh man~ today got back chem and english paper.. it's quite depressing neh! i actually failed e dumb grammar test!! i onli got 9/20 =( den pulled down my marks.. sAdxX!!
haiz.. this yr ah.. our dance kena shoot by many pp leh. dunno wad's the matter man! last time when we got gold (which is sooooo prestigious!!), nobody shoots chinese dance down k! now we onli got gold n pp start to look down on us.. idiot~ tt's y i'm writing in red neh.. ANGRY!! haha.. i think i'm always angry. (cos e last entry oso haf "angry") BOO~ is like so weird lor.. during e finale, we are suppossed to go onto the stage first, followed by another grp. den one teacher said we anti-social and dun wana mix wif them -.- hey~ is like we got onto e stage first lor.. u mean we should move to e left again after we settled down just to MIX WIF THEM? use ur brain la!! u should tell them to come nearer lor. toot簡 >.<

2005-05-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

ah sian.. today's a bad day man!! got back both math paper.. i cant believe tt i actually lost 10 marks due to my carelessness lor.. is damn stupid man! feel like banging e wall n make a hole~ oh man.. heard sth bad tt some people said bout our dance.. toot la! may u get ur retribution =X haha.. i'm aNgrY~ BOO!!

2005-05-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

yay~ today is my blog's birthday.. it's officially born!! thank you yumin aka jereld for helping me in decorating =D hm.. actually i dun think i will really post messages.. but i'll definitly use it to put pictures! =D haha.. i love pictures~ geeZz..