Tuesday, February 28, 2006
haiz.. i hate my life the most now.. i'm reali at a loss...
how i hope we reali need not grow up
dun misunderstand me nia, i'm not trying to advertise for SHE, haha..
humans.. they aren't simple as they seem..
"?什?苹果和?抱 都可能是毒?"
many of them lk like angels to u, but they are devils behind ur back..
some even tok bad bout u, and even put words into ur mouth...
i personally was a victim to tt.. SHE made her (and her fren) hate me..
YES.. i'm hated...
im jus a sucky asshole.
now when i see them, i dun even dare to lk at them..
it's not like im guilty or anything, but it jus dun feel right..
pp may ask, y wun i jus explain things to them..
oh well, i'm not someone gd with words.. i can type alot here...
but i lack the courage to say..
YES.. i'm a pathetic coward..
i cant even defend for myself..
and i admit.. i often let pp misunderstand me...
maybe it' my way of expressing things...
or simply cos i got "asshole" written on my forehead
"?什??局??笑 而是?流?面"
"我不想 我不想 不想?大 我宁愿 永?都 笨又傻"
sometimes i reali hope tt i'm jus an ignorant brat.
at least, i wun be sad by knowing the uglines of human nature
but of course, there's danger of getting hurt more seriously emotionally
"我突然想起?前陪我那?洋娃娃"
yes... childhood... i miss it..
"?什?英勇的?士 ?比??危?"
everything is a scam... FAKE!
"?我?回去?前好不好 天真愚蠢快?美好"
innocence... where haf our innoence gone to?
eaten by our own conscience i guess..
of cos, not everybody is bad la..
i dun think i know someone who is considered a bad egg *smelly!!*
maaybe for a few hypocrites?? haha... nvm bout them
i'm jus haunted by these negative thoughts...
i'm ok and fine... (=
travelled... 10:35 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
it's alr 2 days past my bd le!!
haiz.. this yr bd is sad case man!
my family dun haf pp sing song and cut cake with me..
my mum bought a cake though, but nobody eats it lor, onli i eat..
now still left half of the cake -.-
normally, my sis will come back to sing song de!! but this yr she bz...
mummy oso bz... ='(
but i oso got a pleasant experience and surprise celebrating with my meimei, snakie and jaynie...
thanks jaynie and snakie!! =D
it was more than i expected...
u gave me a v nice bd (=
it reali lifted my spirits, esp when i was reali feeling down during those few days...
hm.. it was a pity tt leilei nv come cos she bz... boohoo~
(haha, leilei ah~ i put ur name in my post leh!!)
actually i think i am getting slower and slower..
wad's happening to me?! =S
travelled... 10:41 PM
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Monday, February 20, 2006
OH MAN!!! i hate myself...
i'm jus simply useless... USELESS FREAK!!
i've lost the feeling... it' all gone!!
where's my feeling for dance??
where's the instincts for some other things in dance?
where's my confidence in dance??
DAMN IT!!
i've lost everything.. EVERYTHING!!
in the past, i know where to look when doing some actions and it's v natural... it's like an instinct.
but now, i gotta purposely go do it...
in the past, my body will move with my hands.. at least my body will move more than now lor.
but now im damn damn stiff man..
in the past, i got the confidence in me...
but now, i keep having the feeling tt im doing wrongly and weirdly... and i actually haf the tendency to peek at other pp!!! tt's v bad habit lor..
my greatest wish for now...
LET ME KNOW HOW TO DANCE AGAIN
travelled... 12:05 AM
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Thursday, February 09, 2006
whee~ today i nv go sch =p
i went to crash nanyang!! haha =p
i crashed with min nia..
hm, by right i should meet min at 6.40am.. but then, she's late, haha...
while waiting for her, i saw huimin~ hehe.. long time no see man!
we took the bus to nanyang.. i'm reminded of the stupid thing we did when we went for the open house -.-
ade waited for us neh!! haha, so nice!
den we walk in, blah blah blah~
min and me hid in the changing rm.. but then, ade called to say there's no assembly!! so no need to hide le..
after tt, we followed chinping to her class, haha..
they were having math tutorial.. the teacher is a nice person, so she allowed us to sit in the class lor, haha..
den we still got smarties to eat! lolx..
after tt tutorial, it was PE for them.. min and me go to the track there to find kah yan... den ade oso came along..
haha, i'm guilty of not keeping my promise =X
saw sh and spen, and they wanted me to book a place for them for their recess... cos it's common break, there will be many pp..
i was a bit late, so no place le =p then they gotta eat bread, haha... paiseh neh!
we went for chem lecture... they teaching redox reaction..
the v compliated calculations.. =S
min and me were caught actually, cos we dun haf notes...
the teacher asked: where's ur notes?
huimin: err... they are my frens... visitors
teacher: fr where?
huimin: AJ
*teacher walks away*
i didnt lk at the teacher throughout man! dun wan see him =X
but according to min and huimin, the teacher's face changed when he heard AJ, lolx..
he must feel v honoured i think, haha...
seriously, i dun like the chem lecturer... she's sooooooooo lame!!
more hopeless than mr ang man!
den i think our notes is more detailed
AJ and NY haf reali big diff man!
i've made a few conclusions, haha..
anyway, we went to BUGIS after tt..
huimin go find her clas at j8, lolx..
we didnt want to go J8 with her, haha...
ade pon her PE!! *bad bad*
aiya, i dun think i will tok bout wad we did in bugis..
cos it'll be boring..
i shall end here!!
go slp le!! den tmlg et back result liao~
woohoo~~~~~
travelled... 10:49 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
i'm gonna use RED for this post man! cos i won't be saying nice things...
jus had some thoughts after writing bout the woman's short shorts in the last post... no offence to whoever is reading
seriously, i dun understand y gals want to wear sth revealing to attract guys. ( i mean those extreme cases like the woman wearing a short tt can see her butt.. EWW!! not those normal ones tt we see everyday.. those are quite normal)
if u wear until v pretty and beautiful and pp lk at u, it's ok..
but if u wear sth revealing, u will attract guys' attn, TRUE! but onli lechers' attn...
OH MY GOD! y do u want to attract these disgusting pp's attn? YUCKs!
and i seriously think tt all guys are disgusting.. except for the very very minority..
tell me, which guy is not HAO SE? u can hardly find one ok..
for example, if u tell guys tt u dun like to wear skirt, they will say: WHY U DONT WANT TO WEAR SKIRT?? GALS ARE SUPPOSSED TO WEAR SKIRTS!
so far, i onli know one guy tt said "y should they wear skirt? wearing skirt is so troublesome" *thumb up for him*
hello~ u think skirt v nice to wear ah? u wear urself la... tell u wear for one day and u'll die man!
if u ever tell a guy tt u wear shorts inside a skirt.. he will say "den u wear skirt for wad? might as well dun wear?"
for goodness sake!! wear skirt is see outside, not see wad u wear inside ok!
it's not like u will lk inside the gal's skirt -.-
hm... i jus read an article on pg16 of URBAN tt comes with the straits times (2 feb 2006)
it says tt most guys find revealing butt cracks ugly!!
haha... tt's a consolation.. at least guys are not so hopeless =p
travelled... 10:19 AM
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today i'm uing BLACK FONT!! haha.. i realised i nv use black for posting b4 =p
and this is gonna be my 50th post!!! =)
ahh~ ytd was cross-country!! >.<
and then hor, it's in the afternoon!! wad the hell lor!! where got pp put cross-country in afternoon de? they want to get heat stroke isit?
I HATE THEM!! GRRRR
went to eat lunh with the class at THOMSON PLAZA.. i haf nv stepped into tt place since primary 1, haha...
last time every week go once de, cos my is learnt ballet there~ then i rmb i love the NIANG TOFU at the food court, and always eat KFC, haha.. cool ah?
hm, when we were walking around a food court, we saw a woman wearinf a damn damn short shorts lor.. and is like, can see her butt!! YUCKS! it's n0t at all sexy or nice lor.. i feel like puking.. PUI! lucky havent eat man, if not i will reali haf vomitted..
haha, we were kind of late... we should report by 2.30, but it was alr 2.28 when we leave...
doreen and me were so damn shocked when we see them taking taxi =S in the end, we see tt there will be one person odd one out...
in order to save money, we took a bus =p
ahh~ sorry for being anti-social ('(oO)')
but i nv reali run la, haha.. i walked with doreen, chong and her fren..
and we saw MONKEYS!!
my position is 708!! haha... there are 800+ gals, lolx.. we are not tt slow la ^-^
travelled... 10:06 AM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
hehe, came across these funny quotes ytd when i was searching for inspirational quotes for the poster for CIP.. (they are so bad!! make us do CIP for them b4 we leave lor)
it's so interesting... enjoy~ lolx..
Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect it back
A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
A conclusion is the part where you got tired of thinking.
To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.
The only reason that I talk to myself is because that I'm the only one whose answers I accept.
"When they put unknown at the end of a quote, that means they probably don't no how to spell anonymous"
It takes 42 muscels to smile, so instead pick up your middle finger and say "bite me" in a bitchy tone!
and this is my fav!! ^-^
Birdie, birdie, in the sky,
why'd you do that in my eye?
Looks like sugar, tastes like sap.
OMG! IT'S BIRDIE CRAP!
these few make sense...
If you love somebody, they shouldn't make you cry, they should be worth crying over.
Life's not all bad. Look into somebody's eyes, you'll see that they're a person just like you, they also have good and bad feelings, hopes and dreams.
Most good judgement comes from experience. Most experience comes from bad judgement.
travelled... 8:40 PM
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